golly jeez, random thoughts
i haven't had really that much to write about lately, mostly just random thoughts that are worth remembering whenever i look back at my time here.
well, mostly, i don't want to sound like a ranting bitch right now, but the man that lives in this house is such a bloody ass-hole. i really could never imagine myself marrying a man like him. this morning he was supposed to get up and help a friend work on her new computer, the friend was coming over at ten, she got here at about ten-thirty. he was still in bed. that's not what bothered me so much, what bothered me was that isabelle couldn't, or wouldn't go into the room and tell him that it was time to get up, and i had to keep the kids quiet so he wouldn't be woken, huh? that is so obnoxious to me, she can't tell him that it's time to get up. so he eventually got up at about ten-forty-five and had breakfast and finally helped the friend at about eleven-fifteen, after she had already been helped by Isabelle and was almost finished. so he mopes in his office all day, smoking his cigarettes and half watching movies and stuff. he bugs the hell out of me, not only that but he smells bad too, not just of cigarettes, but just smells bad, and he hates the taste of toothpaste so he doesn't brush his teeth. these are all things that i really don't have to worry about, but they bug me. another thing that irritates me more than anything is that i believe that a man should take out the trash, unless he has had back surgery or is inhumanly squeqmish and can't handle it. this man is perfectly capable of taking out the trash and he doesn't tonight he just looked at it and put the trash near the sink and just walked away for someone else (me) to take the trash out. i know i get a paycheck from him and i live under his roof but he's an ass. some cartoon on tv was more interesting to watch than putting his kids to bed with his wife. if my husband ever decided that tv was more interesting than his kids some balls would seriously be put onto a chopping block. the only time that he participates with the kids is when he needs to yell at them, and lastly, the kids whine, understandable, kids do that. what he does is makes them laugh when they are whining making them think it's cute and ok to whine...for him, just because he doesn't deal with them 24/7 it's ok, but i'm the one who has to deal with them and hear their whines when they want their way. god i feel like a bitch, but i'm not sorry for what i'm writing, he's still an ass-hole to me.
not that i have vented my brain of all that rubbish, i'm excited that i'm getting a new bed! the one i have is smaller than the bed i had when i was three, i have never had a bed this small before. sometimes i wake up and i'm half on it and half off, and the blanket is too small. isabelle told me that on the 21st of january i'll have a new bed. i can't wait!!!!
today i went to the lovely village i live in and the goddamn post office was closed, apparently they are closed at noon from december 24-31, ha, so i couldn't mail my christmas cards...oops. and i had to go to the grocery store to buy some shampoo for my dry scalp, having a dry scalp sucks because then you get flakes, and i don't like to be flaky.
i found a cd that i haven't listened to in a long time, i like the feeling that i get whenever i listen to a cd that i used to listen to all the time. it kind of brings back feelings and memories of what i used to do and who i was friends with, sometimes books i've read, or even, sniff, sniff, boys. i know that the cds that i get here and listened to while i was here, i'll always have memories of being in france, that's cool. my favorite cd to listen to and have memories of is AFI sing the sorrow, i love my memories i made while singing those songs that spring and summer...aaaahhhhh....riding in kelly's truck, starbucks, sunglasses, chicken dijon, peach snapple, bash and spice, spying, boys and their honda's, oh those times. i just remembered something funny! my bestest friend was seeing this boy and for some unknown reason he stopped calling her, we were pissed so we drove past his house and saw his car and knew that he had an obnoxious alarm on it so we were going to throw a half-full bottle of water at the back window and set it off, then we decided to just spit on his car, then we chickened out and decided to just be pissed and drive off...as we drove past his driveway there was him and all his friends sitting outside, they all looked at us as we drove off and we were so humiliated and he never wanted to talk to us again. we're such dorks! but seriously, we were going to in-n-out and there was a lot of traffic and it was quicker just to drive down his street.
isabelle and i are looking for the next au pair to take my place in july. i'm kind of excited to be involved in this process but at the same time i want her to have total control over what is going on. i typed up a basic letter that i'll send to prospective girls and then they can e-mail me whenever they want to answer all their questions. i guess i'm more excited than i want to think, it's sad that i'm leaving, but i'm also going to be happy to get back to my life and have more freedom. o i don't know.
i got to talk to my mom last night. my grandma was telling me about the place she lives and it's about what i would expect, drug addicts and drunks. i'm sick of my mom's life it's just the same no matter where she goes she finds the same kind of people and they latch onto her or she latches herself onto them and she's stuck. i wish she had some brains in her head. it was nice to talk to her she didn't piss me off or make me want to hang up on her.
my new jacket is neat, i need to get it dry cleaned because it smells like b.o. really bad. i had it in my room and my room smelled so i moved it to my car so i would remember to drop it off next time i go to the city.
i finally got into anna karenina and it's not so bad of a book, it's actually enjoyable. i think i'm going to continue reading it in about ten minutes because i'm tired and need to go to sleep!
well, mostly, i don't want to sound like a ranting bitch right now, but the man that lives in this house is such a bloody ass-hole. i really could never imagine myself marrying a man like him. this morning he was supposed to get up and help a friend work on her new computer, the friend was coming over at ten, she got here at about ten-thirty. he was still in bed. that's not what bothered me so much, what bothered me was that isabelle couldn't, or wouldn't go into the room and tell him that it was time to get up, and i had to keep the kids quiet so he wouldn't be woken, huh? that is so obnoxious to me, she can't tell him that it's time to get up. so he eventually got up at about ten-forty-five and had breakfast and finally helped the friend at about eleven-fifteen, after she had already been helped by Isabelle and was almost finished. so he mopes in his office all day, smoking his cigarettes and half watching movies and stuff. he bugs the hell out of me, not only that but he smells bad too, not just of cigarettes, but just smells bad, and he hates the taste of toothpaste so he doesn't brush his teeth. these are all things that i really don't have to worry about, but they bug me. another thing that irritates me more than anything is that i believe that a man should take out the trash, unless he has had back surgery or is inhumanly squeqmish and can't handle it. this man is perfectly capable of taking out the trash and he doesn't tonight he just looked at it and put the trash near the sink and just walked away for someone else (me) to take the trash out. i know i get a paycheck from him and i live under his roof but he's an ass. some cartoon on tv was more interesting to watch than putting his kids to bed with his wife. if my husband ever decided that tv was more interesting than his kids some balls would seriously be put onto a chopping block. the only time that he participates with the kids is when he needs to yell at them, and lastly, the kids whine, understandable, kids do that. what he does is makes them laugh when they are whining making them think it's cute and ok to whine...for him, just because he doesn't deal with them 24/7 it's ok, but i'm the one who has to deal with them and hear their whines when they want their way. god i feel like a bitch, but i'm not sorry for what i'm writing, he's still an ass-hole to me.
not that i have vented my brain of all that rubbish, i'm excited that i'm getting a new bed! the one i have is smaller than the bed i had when i was three, i have never had a bed this small before. sometimes i wake up and i'm half on it and half off, and the blanket is too small. isabelle told me that on the 21st of january i'll have a new bed. i can't wait!!!!
today i went to the lovely village i live in and the goddamn post office was closed, apparently they are closed at noon from december 24-31, ha, so i couldn't mail my christmas cards...oops. and i had to go to the grocery store to buy some shampoo for my dry scalp, having a dry scalp sucks because then you get flakes, and i don't like to be flaky.
i found a cd that i haven't listened to in a long time, i like the feeling that i get whenever i listen to a cd that i used to listen to all the time. it kind of brings back feelings and memories of what i used to do and who i was friends with, sometimes books i've read, or even, sniff, sniff, boys. i know that the cds that i get here and listened to while i was here, i'll always have memories of being in france, that's cool. my favorite cd to listen to and have memories of is AFI sing the sorrow, i love my memories i made while singing those songs that spring and summer...aaaahhhhh....riding in kelly's truck, starbucks, sunglasses, chicken dijon, peach snapple, bash and spice, spying, boys and their honda's, oh those times. i just remembered something funny! my bestest friend was seeing this boy and for some unknown reason he stopped calling her, we were pissed so we drove past his house and saw his car and knew that he had an obnoxious alarm on it so we were going to throw a half-full bottle of water at the back window and set it off, then we decided to just spit on his car, then we chickened out and decided to just be pissed and drive off...as we drove past his driveway there was him and all his friends sitting outside, they all looked at us as we drove off and we were so humiliated and he never wanted to talk to us again. we're such dorks! but seriously, we were going to in-n-out and there was a lot of traffic and it was quicker just to drive down his street.
isabelle and i are looking for the next au pair to take my place in july. i'm kind of excited to be involved in this process but at the same time i want her to have total control over what is going on. i typed up a basic letter that i'll send to prospective girls and then they can e-mail me whenever they want to answer all their questions. i guess i'm more excited than i want to think, it's sad that i'm leaving, but i'm also going to be happy to get back to my life and have more freedom. o i don't know.
i got to talk to my mom last night. my grandma was telling me about the place she lives and it's about what i would expect, drug addicts and drunks. i'm sick of my mom's life it's just the same no matter where she goes she finds the same kind of people and they latch onto her or she latches herself onto them and she's stuck. i wish she had some brains in her head. it was nice to talk to her she didn't piss me off or make me want to hang up on her.
my new jacket is neat, i need to get it dry cleaned because it smells like b.o. really bad. i had it in my room and my room smelled so i moved it to my car so i would remember to drop it off next time i go to the city.
i finally got into anna karenina and it's not so bad of a book, it's actually enjoyable. i think i'm going to continue reading it in about ten minutes because i'm tired and need to go to sleep!