Love always comes in when you least expect itThe last thing you want, but the thing you need the mostWhen you're hurt, down and out, and all is lostLove comes inA breath of life, of joy and happinessFilling your life with strength and renewed aspirationLove opens your heart to experience new horizonsTo dream and imagine and, most of all, live in ways never thought possibleLove is like the rains in spring, cleansing and rebuilding lifeA rebirth of gladness lost in sad lullabiesBringing a radiant warmth to all it touchesWhen you walked into my life a breath of love came in with you.
Joshua, I just thought I'd tell you, that I love you so much, and I can't wait for you to get home. I sit here at 9:04 am, at your moms house, listening to love songs, surrounded by pictures of your past, and dreaming of our future, Although I know you'll never get this, ( actually u might, i just might email this to you) just know you are the one person the treats me right. I love that you genuwinely care about me, and when things went wrong, you were there, although we were both a shipwreck, we pulled through stronger than ever. And I am so proud of us for that. If we can get through a tramatic situation (s) like that when you are gone, my dear. We can pull through anything. This deployment, has taught you and I so much, we've grown together, but also we have grown in our own individuality. I hope you know you have touched so many people back home. My mom once said when I talk about you, i light up. Now being in Vancouver, i see it too. In Every person I talked to that knows you.. Youre best friend, your mom, youre sister. my mom.. The whole house just lights up and becomes so much more warm and alive when we talk about you, youre silly stories, the accidents, the dumb moments, your childhood. and you now, as a grown man. We all miss you so much. Its so hard to be a Sailors Fiance, wife or girlfriend. they all come with such huge responsibilties , and emotional daggers, that can kill. But at the end of the deployment, when all the tears have been cried, and we have you guys safe at home, at the end of the day, laying in bed next to you, we are laying next to someone who has protected not only us, his family, but the whole country. Who has seen and been to only those places we dream of going, who has seen and done stuff we've only seen in movies. Andmost of all , we are laying next to heros. Although you may not be fighting a war in Iraq, youre still fighting a war on terrorism, and its against an inatimate object. that youre preventing the next generation of having. I know from your past this is something you never thought youd be doing. And I know you dont like to be made out as anything huge , like a hero, But hunny, to me, you've done what I cant but have always wanted to, you have touched so many people, and helped in such a way, I dont think alot of people can comprehend. And I am so very proud of you.
I cant wait for you to come home baby. I love you so very much, Come home soon, so we can get married.
I love you so much baby.
Love Always and Forever,
Your babygirl.
Ashley mae
Oh, and I want to say a job well done these past 5months, to all the sailors on the USS Ford. keep up the work, we only have just barely over a month left. keep up the good work, you guys are making us proud.
Grilled cheese all around .. lol