why does life have to be so hard??

[plaidtux]

it's amazing how people can be your best friends one minute, then turn on you and make you seem so much less of a person when you know that your not, and yet you are. it's good though to see good, familiar faces exceeding in life, where i am not.

been thinking some seriously dark, scary thoughts lately. makes me wanna come home so bad. ok i'm going now, someone please call me. there's no one here that i can talk to.