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So i found out that candice is moving to florida. She's gonna go to school down there and stuff. She has already left to stay in terre haute for a couple days and then go south. I didnt get to see her, i havnt for like a month and a half, and now i wont for over a year probably...prolly a lot longer actually.
I don't know how to feel. I'm really broken up because like, now i know i've lost her. That's the game. I really don't know where to go from here. I really don't think i'll be able to date anyone for a super long time.
At the same time i know now that i can finally cap that off in my head and focus solely on moving on. There is very little hope of me being able to be with her in the future, unless by some fluke in a few years she decides she still loves me and i dunno... not possible pretty much.
I know i still love her though, i just gotta try to move on....drugs.
I don't know how to feel. I'm really broken up because like, now i know i've lost her. That's the game. I really don't know where to go from here. I really don't think i'll be able to date anyone for a super long time.
At the same time i know now that i can finally cap that off in my head and focus solely on moving on. There is very little hope of me being able to be with her in the future, unless by some fluke in a few years she decides she still loves me and i dunno... not possible pretty much.
I know i still love her though, i just gotta try to move on....drugs.