I'd rather be sick and happy, than healthy and lonely!
So it just hit me. Aside from the fact that my schedule doesn't allow me to conveniently make it to (or from) the Friday/Saturday/Sunday parties I've so awesomely been invited to - I can't drive, and all of my friends work AND are in school full-time so they tend to be busy, so I'm extremely lonely.
I could've called up all my friends yesterday and today, but I've been sick, and need to be as healthy as possible for work this week (I can't miss ANY days, I've gotta save up!), and so I've been couped up inside for two days.
I watched LOST alone last night. I was supposed to watch it with someone who ended up cancelling on me because I was sick (sore throat and sleepy) and the person didn't want to get sick too - so instead he hung out with someone else. That's all fine and makes sense, but that didn't help me any :p (please ignore my selfishness - and I woulda invited everyone I know, but I have no food and it would've only been for LOST)
You could say I'm lucky though, (and I feel lucky) because Adam (a guy who works at the Plaid Pantry across the street from me) asked me if I ever wanted to hang out - and I was so excited! Someone wants to spend time with me! I've never been approached face-to-face and been asked to hang out (platonically) by someone I didn't know before. I always see him working at Plaid, but never figured he'd ever be a friend :) It's a plus because he lives on 139th, and works near me so he's not a million miles away (no insult to basically everyone I know - even my family is hundreds of miles away). So now there's a new friend, which means a new option for hanging-outness! That doesn't mean I don't still miss everyone else :)
I just wish it were possible to consistantly spend time with all the people I care about and miss so super-very much - everyone I know, like friends, and family - like crazy. At least when I lived with my family I could be by myself, but not alone...
Boo! No more blues! Nore more melancholy blues! That's for Queen! Pah!
I have Tuesday and Wednesday off, who wants to steal me? I wanna be stolen! Steal me, someone! Take me away! My imagination is tired of whisking me away all the time :p
I could've called up all my friends yesterday and today, but I've been sick, and need to be as healthy as possible for work this week (I can't miss ANY days, I've gotta save up!), and so I've been couped up inside for two days.
I watched LOST alone last night. I was supposed to watch it with someone who ended up cancelling on me because I was sick (sore throat and sleepy) and the person didn't want to get sick too - so instead he hung out with someone else. That's all fine and makes sense, but that didn't help me any :p (please ignore my selfishness - and I woulda invited everyone I know, but I have no food and it would've only been for LOST)
You could say I'm lucky though, (and I feel lucky) because Adam (a guy who works at the Plaid Pantry across the street from me) asked me if I ever wanted to hang out - and I was so excited! Someone wants to spend time with me! I've never been approached face-to-face and been asked to hang out (platonically) by someone I didn't know before. I always see him working at Plaid, but never figured he'd ever be a friend :) It's a plus because he lives on 139th, and works near me so he's not a million miles away (no insult to basically everyone I know - even my family is hundreds of miles away). So now there's a new friend, which means a new option for hanging-outness! That doesn't mean I don't still miss everyone else :)
I just wish it were possible to consistantly spend time with all the people I care about and miss so super-very much - everyone I know, like friends, and family - like crazy. At least when I lived with my family I could be by myself, but not alone...
Boo! No more blues! Nore more melancholy blues! That's for Queen! Pah!
I have Tuesday and Wednesday off, who wants to steal me? I wanna be stolen! Steal me, someone! Take me away! My imagination is tired of whisking me away all the time :p