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[plaidgecko]

i'm having a very awful month. as soon as i got back to school, i started feeling a lot of pain in my tailbone. so that friday, after waking up crying three mornings in a row, i went to the doctor. that fucker told me it was inflamation and ibuprofen should do the trick. wrong. it got a million times worse over the weekend, so i go back on tuesday (monday being martin luther king jr. day), and i'm informed that i have a pilonidal cyst. aka. huge puss-filled infection ripping up my insides. .... surgery required to get it removed. fast forward through two pre-surgical nurse visits to today when i had to have emergency surgery to have it removed. i've missed a week and a half of school, unable to sit and walk for weeks, and looking at another three of recovery.

frustrating. i want my life back. it was going along quite swimmingly. now i'm just drugged and useless and bored. i sure didn't see this one coming.

mon dieu