harumph doux

[plaidelephants]

so.. i know that im not completely undesirable.. i have guys who make notice of me.. or comments here and there

Comments

[rotten_candi]

I think everyone feels like that from time to time, even people who have someone not every couple is touchy feeling like that.

In due time it comes darlin, you may not have that right now, you may not have that "love" tomorrow, but it will come. I know it will, You know deep down it will.

Don't let yourself flutter away into those selfloathing thoughts.

[plaidelephants]

its hard not to.. i want to hold out a hope that something like that happens for everyone.. including myself but how many relationship have i had now that have shit out?

I just feel sometimes like there must be something terribly wrong with me. i just dont know what.

[rotten_candi]

you know thats not true, there is nothing wrong with you.

Do you know how many shitty fucking bfs I had before gary hmm like 15 or 17.. call me if you need to babe

[plaidelephants]

i feel like ill be alone for forever :sigh:
and you never rang me back after cingular hooch! oh well im heading to bed soon, tomorrow is the court hearing with bens dad.

[rotten_candi]

I did call you back, and i left you another voicemail.

so nerr