THATS IT

May 13, 2006 12:22

completely! im fucking snapping its official.. my 3rd babysitter now has canceled/quit on me without ANY sort of decent notice. This last babysitter rang me up about 1 hour before i needed to start getting ready for work and said that it wouldnt be a good day to have ben there and sorry but they cant watch him.

I am SO FUCKING SICK of being shit on. I honestly cant take much more of this. Its not like me at all to give up but im so teetering on the edge of giving up at this point.

I tried to call my boss and my sisters boss to see if theres ANY way of getting a schedule change pushed through for me, and apparently there was schedule changes offered but the deadline for them was yesterday, so my sisters boss is going to try to talk to my boss and see if theres any way of pushing that through for me. then that way id at least be able to find a babysitter a little bit easier.

I got my direct deposit from work last night, and with the refund coming in from Expedia im almost tempted to just take off and go to stay with my Aunt and move with them to Nashville.
While im here.. im getting dumped on more and more every day. Like im everyones own personal dumping ground.
Well one good thing is, at least i dont have to put out 175.00 to any of these assholes for babysitting.. since theyve all quit on me only after a few days and with such a short assed notice.. there is NO WAY IN HELL that ill be paying any of them.
Besides, i need the money to go drive around looking for a new job. cuz im sure ill be getting fired for missing today to make sure SOMEBODY is here with my kid. Anyone know of any good jobs?? ha.

my eyes hurt from crying again.. Im done.
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