i ♥ howie day..and plus i can't sleep
so like one of my recent absolute fav singers happens to be howie day. his music..his voice..his lyrics-god i can't even tell you what it does to me. i have 3 fav songs that really hit right to the heart with me considering all that has been going on for what seems like forever now. i will share them with you now. i know this isn't all that exciting, but i have so much anger and pain and hurt inside that if i started to vent i would never end-so you get howie day lyrics instead-so fucking deal with it♥
-Collide-
The dawn is breaking...
A light shining through...
You're barely waking...
And I'm tangled up in you. (yeah)
I'm open, you're closed.
Where I'll follow you'll go.
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again.
Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.
Out of the doubt that fills my mind,
I somehow find you and I collide.
I'm quiet, you know,
You make a first impression.
Well I've found I’m scared to know,
I'm always on your mind.
Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the stars refuse to shine.
Out of the back you fall in time
Somehow find you and I collide...
Don't stop here...
I lost my place...
I'm close behind...
Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide.
You finally find, you and I collide.
You finally find, you and I collide.
-I'll Take You On-
Make me fall down
Make me get up
And if I'm alright
Make sure I'm scared to death.
Maybe I'm useless
If I just could remember
Make me feel nervous and I'll...
I'll make you surrender.
I'll take you on
Yeah, I'll take you on
And I'll give it all away
But you don't, but you don't...
I'll give it all away
But you don't feel much better.
You said it yourself...
You said I'm not ready
I'm telling myself
But it's not sinking in.
Maybe I'm new at this
Is it just your reaction?
Be my illusion and I'll...
I'll be your distraction.
I'll take you on.
I'll take you on,
I'll give it all away
But you don't, but you don't...
I'll give it all away
But you don't... feel much better...
Would I be hurt?
It wouldn't hurt to see you again.
Do you see what I meant?
When I told you before...
That I never wanted to feel like this again...(noo)
(ohhh...)
And I'll give it all away...
But you don't, but you don't...
I'll give it all away...
But you don't feel much better.
Can we stop all the world now?
Sooner or later
I'll lose all control now...
When the rain stops landing...(whooa)
Now nothing to fear here...
In my baby's arms,
I'll take you on.
I'll take you on.
Take you on.
Take you on.
-End Of Our Days-
Here, where they can't find us,
I dare them to call me out.
I tell you we met here on purpose,
I bet they can't wait to wake us up.
It's all a little bit strange...
I know it's a little bit strange.
Make a point and ignore them,
Come on let's wait this out.
They'll find out we never stop turning,
And sometimes it's tough to change direction.
I know it's a little bit strange...
It's all a little bit strange.
At the end of the day, Well I...
Gonna say what I mean, Well I...
Slipping all away...away
At the end of our days
We'll escape...
We'll escape...
I know it's a little bit strange,
It's all a little bit strange.
At the end of the day, Well I...
Gonna say what I mean, Well I...
At the end of the day, Well I...
Gonna say what I mean, Well I...
Slipping all away...
Slipping all away...
It's slipping all away now...
At the end of our days,
We'll escape...
We'll escape...
Oh, there's no escape...
We'll escape...
Oh... yeah...
ok now that i am bawling again i think that means i've posted enough of these lyrics. all 3 are such beautiful songs-but the last 2 (ill take you on and end of our days) really get to me-hit me right in my heart..which has now turned cold and sad..but they really remind me of someone so much-so much of him, of me, and of us..if we ever were really that. you know who you are. anyways i wanna go curl in a ball on the floor and cry. leave some love if you would like too..
i am trying so hard to hate you-and it seems to not be working. it seems like all it has been all this time was just lies and sweet words..and that should be enough for me to hate you-but i just can't. you know who you are..and if we ever really were in love..where did we go wrong?! and if you never ever did love me..i hate myself forever for loving you as much as i do.
-Collide-
The dawn is breaking...
A light shining through...
You're barely waking...
And I'm tangled up in you. (yeah)
I'm open, you're closed.
Where I'll follow you'll go.
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again.
Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.
Out of the doubt that fills my mind,
I somehow find you and I collide.
I'm quiet, you know,
You make a first impression.
Well I've found I’m scared to know,
I'm always on your mind.
Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the stars refuse to shine.
Out of the back you fall in time
Somehow find you and I collide...
Don't stop here...
I lost my place...
I'm close behind...
Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide.
You finally find, you and I collide.
You finally find, you and I collide.
-I'll Take You On-
Make me fall down
Make me get up
And if I'm alright
Make sure I'm scared to death.
Maybe I'm useless
If I just could remember
Make me feel nervous and I'll...
I'll make you surrender.
I'll take you on
Yeah, I'll take you on
And I'll give it all away
But you don't, but you don't...
I'll give it all away
But you don't feel much better.
You said it yourself...
You said I'm not ready
I'm telling myself
But it's not sinking in.
Maybe I'm new at this
Is it just your reaction?
Be my illusion and I'll...
I'll be your distraction.
I'll take you on.
I'll take you on,
I'll give it all away
But you don't, but you don't...
I'll give it all away
But you don't... feel much better...
Would I be hurt?
It wouldn't hurt to see you again.
Do you see what I meant?
When I told you before...
That I never wanted to feel like this again...(noo)
(ohhh...)
And I'll give it all away...
But you don't, but you don't...
I'll give it all away...
But you don't feel much better.
Can we stop all the world now?
Sooner or later
I'll lose all control now...
When the rain stops landing...(whooa)
Now nothing to fear here...
In my baby's arms,
I'll take you on.
I'll take you on.
Take you on.
Take you on.
-End Of Our Days-
Here, where they can't find us,
I dare them to call me out.
I tell you we met here on purpose,
I bet they can't wait to wake us up.
It's all a little bit strange...
I know it's a little bit strange.
Make a point and ignore them,
Come on let's wait this out.
They'll find out we never stop turning,
And sometimes it's tough to change direction.
I know it's a little bit strange...
It's all a little bit strange.
At the end of the day, Well I...
Gonna say what I mean, Well I...
Slipping all away...away
At the end of our days
We'll escape...
We'll escape...
I know it's a little bit strange,
It's all a little bit strange.
At the end of the day, Well I...
Gonna say what I mean, Well I...
At the end of the day, Well I...
Gonna say what I mean, Well I...
Slipping all away...
Slipping all away...
It's slipping all away now...
At the end of our days,
We'll escape...
We'll escape...
Oh, there's no escape...
We'll escape...
Oh... yeah...
ok now that i am bawling again i think that means i've posted enough of these lyrics. all 3 are such beautiful songs-but the last 2 (ill take you on and end of our days) really get to me-hit me right in my heart..which has now turned cold and sad..but they really remind me of someone so much-so much of him, of me, and of us..if we ever were really that. you know who you are. anyways i wanna go curl in a ball on the floor and cry. leave some love if you would like too..
i am trying so hard to hate you-and it seems to not be working. it seems like all it has been all this time was just lies and sweet words..and that should be enough for me to hate you-but i just can't. you know who you are..and if we ever really were in love..where did we go wrong?! and if you never ever did love me..i hate myself forever for loving you as much as i do.