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fuck yeah that was a kick ass weekend as jess also stated.. and whoa the next ones gonna be a killer too! niccis comin the 18th and im fuckin happy as hell bc i havent seen her in like 8 months!! i called her a couple times, talked to her.. then i called her on her bday and she never got my message and called me back although i left messages on 3 of her phone#s.. oh well....
so then when she comes ill kidnap her from her cousins house and shell have to live with me forever and be my sister.. sweet plan.
dude derek and sev came over bc they said they were on atherton and asked for directions to ma maison. sev is soo funny! he says all this stuff (thinking i dont notice) basically hinting that derek and i should get together. like .. d cracked his knuckles, i told him to stop and then sev cracks his back really hard and says "now that i did that i think im gonna leave the room and aid it.." d and i smirked at him and he stopped and was like "what?!" and stopped at that. but yeah i feel like derek is the perfect guy friend for me because we have so much in common but in that way since he reminds me of myself.. it doesnt make me want to be with him.. i just dont know what to do about it. boys are so fuckin confusing it makes me wanna be a lesbian.. haha jk.
but i think ..really! - that all boys should just back off right now.. no chance that ill b interested in a relationship at this time. i almost find that having a relationship isnt worth it at this age bc its too much of a stress and having a fb would b much easier bc im not the type to get attached.
heh..yeah well.. fuckin precal tomorrow.. goodnight **smooch**
so then when she comes ill kidnap her from her cousins house and shell have to live with me forever and be my sister.. sweet plan.
dude derek and sev came over bc they said they were on atherton and asked for directions to ma maison. sev is soo funny! he says all this stuff (thinking i dont notice) basically hinting that derek and i should get together. like .. d cracked his knuckles, i told him to stop and then sev cracks his back really hard and says "now that i did that i think im gonna leave the room and aid it.." d and i smirked at him and he stopped and was like "what?!" and stopped at that. but yeah i feel like derek is the perfect guy friend for me because we have so much in common but in that way since he reminds me of myself.. it doesnt make me want to be with him.. i just dont know what to do about it. boys are so fuckin confusing it makes me wanna be a lesbian.. haha jk.
but i think ..really! - that all boys should just back off right now.. no chance that ill b interested in a relationship at this time. i almost find that having a relationship isnt worth it at this age bc its too much of a stress and having a fb would b much easier bc im not the type to get attached.
heh..yeah well.. fuckin precal tomorrow.. goodnight **smooch**