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why cant we be in 7th again where we didnt have to try to build ourselves up in this lie? why cant you just love the way weve always been till that day in may?? i love you so much, i really do. i just cant have you like you want it. i want you to see it my way. i want you to still love me kissing me. i want you to be my shoulder to cry on any time i need you but its just not in me to have a relationship that requires so much mental stress. but now im afraid that you wont accept it, even though you said you could never get mad at me...i know you can be understanding which is one of your best qualities, and i hope that it shines through in this situation.. d, ill always love you, but i need to get this through.