Sep 10, 2004 16:14
ive been having the worst week ever. its not that its the worst, its just that ive been stressed, depressed, and mad.. mostly at myself because i never get mad at anyone else unless theyre my family. but anyways.. that should all clear up this weekend:
im gonna try to talk to nicci. i havent for so long now! ill have to try my best to comfort her.
jess and i are gonna work out my stress issue.. haha not just with alcohol.. but the proper way
then, i need to talk with my mum, which ill probably wuss out on because i never have any kind of decent conversation with her..
well that should be it..
i cant write any more damned poetry..i tried earlier and i have nothing left in me
i need a band i need some fun i need a car i need none of this...ahh whatever