decisions like alwaysss

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cleaning, thinking.. clean thinking and wishing i hadnt made anything different bc now i look at it as it was before more beautiful.
maybe it was better off maybe i made a mistake maybe i just dont know what to door what to think. and i want you to see this and i want you to tell me what to do bc i dont think things are going right

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ok forget that. i dont even know
so tomorrows superbowl, not so into the game itself, ive never really been into watching much sports unless its the english soccer league or i have someone who can tell me everything about the teams
umm thats not what i want to talk about
im in a bad place
i wish i could just start over and not have said that one initiating sentence that night
should i go back to him bc i think im more in loveeee no.. im not in love
how do you know its love or when its beginning to be love
have i ever been in love?