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hey whats its been a couple months since ive gone on here-- i have a myspace instead.. but i really want to spill it all out just right here on the spot, i want to let it out so i dont have to think about it while i try to enjoy the time i have si-----------
so iam now goin out w chris as of jan 16-- jess's party and iam relaly happy because he makes me feel so good about myself and i love just bein with him on his porch or on his couch . he makes me feel special. and then i also love all my friends-- not in specific order-- but i love jessica for all the times weve had together as of 8th grade or even b4 that when we got really close-- but it feels like your so close now i m gettin closer everyday and i love every moment you are in my life! i love all the things we do together and i care for you soo much, if you ever thought i wouldnt approve of something or if you want to tell me somethin that you dont think i want to hear, youre better off tellin me bc i will never get mad at you in a million years--- lemme point out tht all the times weve been in "fights" ive never once been mad, i always cry for you bc i always think that when youre mad at me id lose you forever.. but i never have and i know now that i never will bc you mean too much to me and well never drift apart. never. i love you.
and i love you too chels and i know that whatever mistake you might make or whatever accomplishment , ill treat it the same and support you all through it. ive gotten real close to you only in this year really and i am so glad ti have been in your life. you make me smile each time i see you and i know it will last me forever as a permanent memory and youll be there always my love.
and morgen i love hanging around you all the time, youre so fun to just be next to and youre such a good person to talk to when i need you. you have great advice and a great laugh (<--that genis makes fun of both us for) and i hope we will continue being friends for a long time to come after leaving high school. aww morgen, i love you!
haha and of course genis.. yes you are such a great guy and you can always make me smirk when im near boredom and laugh my ass offf when i think i could just die. its so cool that you hang out with us a lot more now, i really want to get to know you better.
aww.. and of course, david. my sweetheart. aww david you are one of the most sincere guys i know.
malsy and leah! yo uguys are both extreeemmmly awesome and i think we should hang out more.. we need to have some kinda sweet weeklong thing.. how bout my big bear cabin?? hahah just us there, that would be tres awesome!
and last but not least .. i love you mum and dad!!
well all my positive thoughts are out and now i dont even want to think about all the bad ones i was goin to get off my chest.
so blahblahblahblahblahblahblah i loove all of you and i love you so muchi would fuckin die for all of you!!*if i didnt mention you up above i still love you i love you i love you i love youx a million more i love yous
alright-enough said. bye
so iam now goin out w chris as of jan 16-- jess's party and iam relaly happy because he makes me feel so good about myself and i love just bein with him on his porch or on his couch . he makes me feel special. and then i also love all my friends-- not in specific order-- but i love jessica for all the times weve had together as of 8th grade or even b4 that when we got really close-- but it feels like your so close now i m gettin closer everyday and i love every moment you are in my life! i love all the things we do together and i care for you soo much, if you ever thought i wouldnt approve of something or if you want to tell me somethin that you dont think i want to hear, youre better off tellin me bc i will never get mad at you in a million years--- lemme point out tht all the times weve been in "fights" ive never once been mad, i always cry for you bc i always think that when youre mad at me id lose you forever.. but i never have and i know now that i never will bc you mean too much to me and well never drift apart. never. i love you.
and i love you too chels and i know that whatever mistake you might make or whatever accomplishment , ill treat it the same and support you all through it. ive gotten real close to you only in this year really and i am so glad ti have been in your life. you make me smile each time i see you and i know it will last me forever as a permanent memory and youll be there always my love.
and morgen i love hanging around you all the time, youre so fun to just be next to and youre such a good person to talk to when i need you. you have great advice and a great laugh (<--that genis makes fun of both us for) and i hope we will continue being friends for a long time to come after leaving high school. aww morgen, i love you!
haha and of course genis.. yes you are such a great guy and you can always make me smirk when im near boredom and laugh my ass offf when i think i could just die. its so cool that you hang out with us a lot more now, i really want to get to know you better.
aww.. and of course, david. my sweetheart. aww david you are one of the most sincere guys i know.
malsy and leah! yo uguys are both extreeemmmly awesome and i think we should hang out more.. we need to have some kinda sweet weeklong thing.. how bout my big bear cabin?? hahah just us there, that would be tres awesome!
and last but not least .. i love you mum and dad!!
well all my positive thoughts are out and now i dont even want to think about all the bad ones i was goin to get off my chest.
so blahblahblahblahblahblahblah i loove all of you and i love you so muchi would fuckin die for all of you!!*if i didnt mention you up above i still love you i love you i love you i love youx a million more i love yous
alright-enough said. bye