Nov 10, 2004 20:11
I hate to say this out through the livejournal, but its how i gotta roll... um...i don't think that a certain someone has been a good friend to me at all this year. i know we've been friends forever but its not the same this year. its like all you do is be mean to me and it pisses me off, so when you accuse me of talking shit i just didn't let it get to me or let it bother me. right now i really don't care about where our friendship is at right now because its been causing me alot of grief and i don't need that. it would be different if when we talked it was all laughs and giggles, but thats not how it goes down. i don't think you're handling this right. if something bothers you about me tell me not my best friend. like when i found out you were mad at me i didn't say a thing. not even to melissa. until you started acting the way you are. i realize that i don't make alot of good choices, but you getting on to me and being mean about everything is hurting not helping. it just makes me mad, and it makes me not want to talk to you. why would i want to be friends with someone who's always making fun of me, even if she's kidding. i'm not laughing, so it must not be funny. j/k kinda. i know you feel like me and melissa are leaving you out, but its not like that. we've been building on this best friendship...going on 4 years now. i know that we've been friends way longer, but we haven't been extremely close in the past few years. i'm not mad at all, except for the way how your "woe is me" about this whole thing. you can't talk shit about me and expect me to be cool with it, i don't talk shit about you unless i'm pissed that you're talking about me. i just need to know this, what is your problem with me? and why would you want to be my friend if all you can say are bad things about me? ..............................................................................................................oh i caused pugsley to get in a wreck