Who Needs Paragraph Transitions? I Don't. Not Today.
I found out, upon searching my e-mail on Google (I was looking for old accounts of mine to delete), that my current (and ancient) e-mail and older AIM name is being used on multiple dominatrix porn websites. They took a line for my old journal, ravenousnight, telling friends that didn't have accounts to contact me to get my new journal name, since I had listed the new username in friends only entries. No wonder some people send me weird e-mails and some guy contacted about being his online mistress.
Cute.
I spent most of my weekend helping other people. Some of it makes me feel guilty because I never really know what is my place to do an what isn't.
I went out with my cousins on Friday and ate dinner and stayed in with oneboyarmy.
I have been exhausted. Sore, tired, barely functioning in some. I hope this is a transitional thing and not an actual problem -- much like my earache -- I don't want another ear infection.
The photoshoot this weekend didn't happen. This girl (who is less experienced that I am but I thought has potential so I agreed to shoot with her) has bailed on me for the second time. I no longer believe that it is worth it. She agreed to keep me posted on some of the things going on this week that were beyond her control, and she didn't. In fact, the shoot was supposed to happen yesterday, and I haven't heard from her since Tuesday. I hate unreliable people. I look forward to much bigger and better things.
My mind has been a mess lately. I am still so unfocused and pre-occupied with my body. I had some good advice about it this weekend. I look forward to putting it to practice. I don't want to have to go back to therapy again.
I need to appreciate good things in my life.
Cute.
I spent most of my weekend helping other people. Some of it makes me feel guilty because I never really know what is my place to do an what isn't.
I went out with my cousins on Friday and ate dinner and stayed in with oneboyarmy.
I have been exhausted. Sore, tired, barely functioning in some. I hope this is a transitional thing and not an actual problem -- much like my earache -- I don't want another ear infection.
The photoshoot this weekend didn't happen. This girl (who is less experienced that I am but I thought has potential so I agreed to shoot with her) has bailed on me for the second time. I no longer believe that it is worth it. She agreed to keep me posted on some of the things going on this week that were beyond her control, and she didn't. In fact, the shoot was supposed to happen yesterday, and I haven't heard from her since Tuesday. I hate unreliable people. I look forward to much bigger and better things.
My mind has been a mess lately. I am still so unfocused and pre-occupied with my body. I had some good advice about it this weekend. I look forward to putting it to practice. I don't want to have to go back to therapy again.
I need to appreciate good things in my life.