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I feel compelled to make an entry if for no other reason but to write something down about my life as it is right now.
I am still trying to decide how it actually is at the moment. Everything is rapidly changing for me. I have been back at my oil and gas job since last week. It has been an easier transition than I had anticipated. It is hard for me to visualize how this week will pan out yet, but so far, so good.
We have been living in our new house since before Christmas, and each day, our independence becomes more and more real to me. We have waited for so long to get to where we are now. We first attempted to move out almost eight years ago. I think the move can only exist as a positive. We had to deal with so much bullshit living with his parents.
Emotionally, well...the seasonal stuff is starting to kick in, but I'm trying to deal with it the best that I can. I wish that the weather would stay nice so that I can put my energy into moving more of our things out of the old house. It is a transition, I suppose. I just really hope that I experience some sort of positive shift of perception soon.
I think that the good things are long overdue and the bad things are self-induced.
I am still trying to decide how it actually is at the moment. Everything is rapidly changing for me. I have been back at my oil and gas job since last week. It has been an easier transition than I had anticipated. It is hard for me to visualize how this week will pan out yet, but so far, so good.
We have been living in our new house since before Christmas, and each day, our independence becomes more and more real to me. We have waited for so long to get to where we are now. We first attempted to move out almost eight years ago. I think the move can only exist as a positive. We had to deal with so much bullshit living with his parents.
Emotionally, well...the seasonal stuff is starting to kick in, but I'm trying to deal with it the best that I can. I wish that the weather would stay nice so that I can put my energy into moving more of our things out of the old house. It is a transition, I suppose. I just really hope that I experience some sort of positive shift of perception soon.
I think that the good things are long overdue and the bad things are self-induced.