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Hooray
TJ started back to work today. They have him working out of the Harrison County courthouse, which is where I was before my project ended. I think he's glad to be back in the game. He was off for almost 5 months.
Halloween:
I tried on my Halloween costume, and lemme tell you -- it's HAWT. A little bit of booty is showing, which I'm not used to. Thank goodness I got my booty into shape this month!
So, I'm not quite sure what the plan is yet, but Halloween parties are definitely happening.
Trick-or-treating will be dependent on Trenton's behavior in school, as we have had problems twice this week that have led to disciplinary action on the school's part. The first was completely bogus, but the consequences were something I thought he could benefit from. He seems to have issues with listening/thinking before acting. It has been a long struggle for all of us. I imagine that it will get better once we move, and the contradicting authority figures are no longer an issue.
Thoughts:
I fight very hard to get what I want/need. The issues I have been going through this year have been no different -- a struggle to meet a better end. This is the first time in a long time I can say that I am starting to feel normal again. It has gotten better, more consistent. I am nowhere near perfect, but I'm starting to feel things differently. I am starting to think more poetically, as a I once did. I am starting to enjoy things again. I am starting to feel emotions intensely again -- and not just anger, fear and frustration.
My love for TJ has feed me when I was starving. He has been absolutely perfectly lately. I can't get enough of him, it seems. I wish that our work schedules would allow for more time together, but I cherish every moment I spend with him. I am truly a lucky lady.
And only one more week until Leila is here.
TJ started back to work today. They have him working out of the Harrison County courthouse, which is where I was before my project ended. I think he's glad to be back in the game. He was off for almost 5 months.
Halloween:
I tried on my Halloween costume, and lemme tell you -- it's HAWT. A little bit of booty is showing, which I'm not used to. Thank goodness I got my booty into shape this month!
So, I'm not quite sure what the plan is yet, but Halloween parties are definitely happening.
Trick-or-treating will be dependent on Trenton's behavior in school, as we have had problems twice this week that have led to disciplinary action on the school's part. The first was completely bogus, but the consequences were something I thought he could benefit from. He seems to have issues with listening/thinking before acting. It has been a long struggle for all of us. I imagine that it will get better once we move, and the contradicting authority figures are no longer an issue.
Thoughts:
I fight very hard to get what I want/need. The issues I have been going through this year have been no different -- a struggle to meet a better end. This is the first time in a long time I can say that I am starting to feel normal again. It has gotten better, more consistent. I am nowhere near perfect, but I'm starting to feel things differently. I am starting to think more poetically, as a I once did. I am starting to enjoy things again. I am starting to feel emotions intensely again -- and not just anger, fear and frustration.
My love for TJ has feed me when I was starving. He has been absolutely perfectly lately. I can't get enough of him, it seems. I wish that our work schedules would allow for more time together, but I cherish every moment I spend with him. I am truly a lucky lady.
And only one more week until Leila is here.