Little Fish, Big Fish Swimmin' in the Water.
This week (week 3; max.: 2-4):
Day 1: 4
Day 2: 4
Day 3: 4
Day 4: 2
Day 5: one-half
Day 6: 5
Day 7 (so far): 2
And tomorrow, I will quit smoking for good. I will completely by-pass my week of two because I feel like shit, and I want it to be over with already. I've pretty well broken the habit. Don't do the wake-up, go to sleep, in the car, before and after meals cigarettes anymore. Every cigarette tastes like it does when I have a cold. My sinuses hate my face, my ears hate my head, and my lymph nodes hate my neck. My head hates itself. But my lungs are surprisingly less bitchy.
Today, I went through a terribly stressful situation today. Mikey and Blondie ran away today. Luckily, they had gone to a neighbor's house, and we got them back. I don't know what I would have done if they had been gone for good. I only had a half a cigarette after that, which is amazing because I FUCKING LOVE MY DOG AND WENT BANANAS.
Still no work for me yet, but I look forward to following up with new prospects.
We moved more things into the new house today. Once I'm back to work, we'll probably be able to move relatively soon.
Paul and Nicole's wedding was beautiful, and I spent my Saturday night hanging out with them, TJ and another groomsman. I did not drink at all this weekend, and I'd like to keep it that way for a while.
I'll decided that I'll let my hair rest for a little while before deciding what to do with it. I kind of like my darker roots with my blond hair. It's neat.
Trenton starts second-grade on Wednesday and will be seven on Saturday. He lost another tooth yesterday, too!
I will write a more introspective entry when I get the first chance. SO much is changing in me right now.
Day 1: 4
Day 2: 4
Day 3: 4
Day 4: 2
Day 5: one-half
Day 6: 5
Day 7 (so far): 2
And tomorrow, I will quit smoking for good. I will completely by-pass my week of two because I feel like shit, and I want it to be over with already. I've pretty well broken the habit. Don't do the wake-up, go to sleep, in the car, before and after meals cigarettes anymore. Every cigarette tastes like it does when I have a cold. My sinuses hate my face, my ears hate my head, and my lymph nodes hate my neck. My head hates itself. But my lungs are surprisingly less bitchy.
Today, I went through a terribly stressful situation today. Mikey and Blondie ran away today. Luckily, they had gone to a neighbor's house, and we got them back. I don't know what I would have done if they had been gone for good. I only had a half a cigarette after that, which is amazing because I FUCKING LOVE MY DOG AND WENT BANANAS.
Still no work for me yet, but I look forward to following up with new prospects.
We moved more things into the new house today. Once I'm back to work, we'll probably be able to move relatively soon.
Paul and Nicole's wedding was beautiful, and I spent my Saturday night hanging out with them, TJ and another groomsman. I did not drink at all this weekend, and I'd like to keep it that way for a while.
I'll decided that I'll let my hair rest for a little while before deciding what to do with it. I kind of like my darker roots with my blond hair. It's neat.
Trenton starts second-grade on Wednesday and will be seven on Saturday. He lost another tooth yesterday, too!
I will write a more introspective entry when I get the first chance. SO much is changing in me right now.