Aug 17, 2009 17:25
I've been jumpy and paranoid off and on recently, but that's all easily explainable.
I'm on week three of quitting smoking. I cheated one day last week by having one more than allowed for my buddy's birthday, but I made up for it by smoking one less than my allowance for three days. Today, I start 4-a-days. I think this is going to be the hardest one for me. I know I can do less than four because I've done it before. I have almost had two panic attacks in the past 24 hours, but I can pretty well diffuse them immediately now. I still feel pretty...off, though. I will be glad when I can put this all behind me and move on to better things.
In addition to that change, I also started my period this morning. PMS was nicer to me this time, but I bloated a ridiculous amount -- so much so that most of my clothes haven't fit this week.
In other news:
-- We'll probably be in the new house within the next month or so.
-- Hubby has secondary employment now. His project ended at the beginning of June, and he hasn't be contracted since, due to lack of work in the field locally. I have been off since the end of June, and if something isn't done soon, we will hit some financial hardship that neither of us want to deal with at this point.
And umm...can someone please turn the sun down? It's entirely too hot outside!
anxiety issues,
girl stuff,
panic attacks,
work,
tj,
quitting smoking,
new house,
weather