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I have had a lot going on that I haven't really been talking about. On top of the external stressers of helping TJ and Trenton through their adjustment onto various medications and TJ's eventual need to switch to another, I have been fighting my own demons. I have been in an extreme depressive and anxiety state for a while. It has gotten really bad, and for a long time now, I've been considering using a low dose of medication to help me through it. I made an appointment for two weeks from Monday to fix it. Now, if I can just manage myself between now and then....
It has gotten very intense to be me. I remember now why I smoked cigarettes.
It has gotten very intense to be me. I remember now why I smoked cigarettes.