Feellings for the Dead
It has yet to fully hit that my Amma is gone.
I have been having a somewhat hard time sleeping, that is, getting to sleep. Sleep still is fine.
Last night I went to bed at one am, finally fell asleep at around two thirty am.
Sucks.
I hate how hard I seem to be taking this. I do think about her a lot, and Mamma called last night, asking if everything was okay.
She said that Amma came to her in a dream and to summerize, asked her to check up on me.
They both always worried about me, worried about my needing money and things like that.
Im good when it comes to money, and everything else like school and stuff.
I guess I will have to try and get through it all.
I just hope that when in Iceland this Christmas I will be able to finally let it all hit me and I can get over the fact that she is gone.
Till then, good day.
I have been having a somewhat hard time sleeping, that is, getting to sleep. Sleep still is fine.
Last night I went to bed at one am, finally fell asleep at around two thirty am.
Sucks.
I hate how hard I seem to be taking this. I do think about her a lot, and Mamma called last night, asking if everything was okay.
She said that Amma came to her in a dream and to summerize, asked her to check up on me.
They both always worried about me, worried about my needing money and things like that.
Im good when it comes to money, and everything else like school and stuff.
I guess I will have to try and get through it all.
I just hope that when in Iceland this Christmas I will be able to finally let it all hit me and I can get over the fact that she is gone.
Till then, good day.