You look pretty low...

[plagued_soul]

So, again, more sad news
this morning at school I found out someone had been stabbed
who and when I did not know.
Later in the first class I found out.
When I heard earlier that day, I was like, oouf. I bet I know who it is.
and I ended up being right, sadly.
They read us another announcement which said that someone had been stabbed and killed
and the person was Sam Eves
I mean, we hated eachother tons
He was always a jerk to me
but still, he didn't have to die.

I actually heard the whole story today after school
and I feel bad for him a lot.
And everyone who was with him.
Some asshole like, stabbed him four times or something
and like, slashed him.
I can't say where
cos I don't know what it is called.
but this is only like, second hand stuff.
He apparently died in the Helicopter on the way to Vanouver.

I do feel bad for all his friends
he was a jerk to me
but when I heard it, even I cried!
So many kids went home fro my school crying their eyes out
Even Rebecca went home
I stayed at school
I mean yes, I am SOO sorry to everyone who lost a friend
I am sooo sorry to his family
I wish you all the best ever
and hope it doesn't hurt too much....
but, I am not as like, depressed as everyone else
I think with all the deaths around me, I am now very used to it.
I feel dumb.

I wish all his friends didn't hate me like he did
cos then I'd tell them how sorry I am for them
and wish them the best.