May 12, 2004 17:49
So, what hasn't happened this past week?
It's been good, good and rough.
But, everything will even out.
Balance, I am trying hard to find stability outside of the ocean.
It is exciting to know that high school is actually over,
and that the world is open, filled with endless possibilities.
Many things in my life are up in the air right now.
I am completely unsure about the relationship my father and I will hold now, and in the future.
The financial situation with college is uncertain, something that had been planned out so well just a few days ago.
I am living with a good friend for the time, and I think as long as I am a good girl, I will continue to be able to have a place here.
My new surfboard is nice, and I just finished painting it today.
I am excited about my contest at the Inlet this Saturday, and hopefully I will surf well.
Shit is crazy, and I need some more good people in my life.
For the people that are here now, you know who you are, and I love you all for every bit of support and kindness.
I have too much love in this heart to start to hate.
Please, remind yourself of this Rhonda.
My journal is pointless.
Stop reading.
I am not interested in this, me, or you.