This one is all for me.
I can't not feel what I feel for her. I said the stupidest things in the world, because I was so mad about things that weren't her fault at all. I'm so stupid for doing what I did, but I can't take back words that I said, no matter how much I don't mean them. I can only regret that I said what I did to someone who meant so much to me. I thought she didn't care about me at all. I was wrong. But why? Why did she care about me? I didn't deserve it. I still don't. I never will. I can just sit here and be so mad at myself for doing what I did. It doesn't change anything. Regret is so strong it hurts. I want to cry but I don't deserve to cry. I only deserve to be hated and despised, mocked and forgotten.
You mean a lot to me missy. More than you can ever know. I was too stupid to ever say anything, too scared of what you'd say. So all I can do now is forever damn myself.
You still mean a lot me. More than you can ever know.
I'd walk on broken glass to get near you. I'd stab myself in the arm to prove it to you. But I can't now. Because I let things that didn't concern you cloud what I said to you.
You'll keep meaning a lot me. More than you can ever know.
To my one, my only...
My missy.
You mean a lot to me missy. More than you can ever know. I was too stupid to ever say anything, too scared of what you'd say. So all I can do now is forever damn myself.
You still mean a lot me. More than you can ever know.
I'd walk on broken glass to get near you. I'd stab myself in the arm to prove it to you. But I can't now. Because I let things that didn't concern you cloud what I said to you.
You'll keep meaning a lot me. More than you can ever know.
To my one, my only...
My missy.