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i have written out about two posts so far and can't decide what to say, the appropriate words to use to describe the current mood. they consisted of these things. the gleneagle garage sale was the past two days. i wasn't supposed to spend money but whatever, it doesn't matter anyways. i got a video camera(like what you see reporters in movies use, those huge ones), and some stuff for emma, and some stuff for her mother, and a rather small powerade. i miss last summer sometimes when i had more than two (one?) friends. it doesn't matter though. sometimes i wish that the world would end tomorrow so i wouldn't have to find something to care about. my life is not exactly in order right now. we are moving soon. i don't care. i've done it before, just another routine for me. i've been living my summer in my room so far, i love the time i spend with emma, so far there hasn't been any in my room. whenever anyone comes over i stay in my room while they are here and most likely bore them to tears (or something). i went out today and it became quite evident how far secluded from the sun i have been as i actually tanned (with real tanlines). i would like to go to sleep earlier than this, but i really just don't want to be awake or asleep. i wish i showered earlier in the day but i stopped caring. whatever. i'll go to bed soon enough.

p.s. i am a terrible typist.