Shit
Talk about being bored! I am so so so so so bored. And I am kinda lonely. This Sean guy, I like. My ex-boyfriend, ha.. apparently he is "Kinda Dating Someone" Which he said isnt true, that he was messed up when he wrote it, but come on.. I am not that dumb, I dont really mind it, but I would rather him tell me than lie to me about it. Anyway, moving on, I have been talkng to this one guy who does like me, and I sorta like him, but I dunno there is just something about him that bugs me about him. And then there is my friend Darren, Darren wants something that i was considering, but the last time we talked on the phone we got in a lil fight and it just kinda freaked me out, and for some reason its made it so I don't even really want to talk to him for a while. And we talked and said our apologies. But I dunno I just have this funny feeling whenever I talk to him, or see him online or anything. Its just weird.
You know what? Frankie from the Real World: San Diego, is hot. hehe She is so pretty but, hot and yummy. But I dont like how she always gets drunk and then worries that she hooked up with someone, its like if you know how u get when you're drunk, then DONT GET THAT DRUNK! I wish i could look like her though, she always has really kool make up and clothes and her hair is awesome! I am so bored. Blah, Blah, Blah..
Oooooh! guess what?! The Texas Chainsaw Massacre is coming out on the 30th! Awesome huh? That movie was so awesome, i want to see the old one too. I havent seen it yet. But i saw the newest one a few days before my birthday and it scared the crap outta me! I LOVED IT! hehe
Errggg how is it i feel like crap, but i have no reason to! AND I am mondo bored! uggg... where is everyone? Sheesh. blahb blahb blahb I feel like writing but then i dont. Uggg, i just want to find a boyfriend or girlfriend already. I want to have a job, and a car and money and be responsible. I guess i just kinda want to be normal in that way anyway.
Eeeek, someone help me I'm bored! I woner if anyone really even reads my journals.. hmm... anyway, i guess ill go now, later everyone, drop me a line.
Love,
Carly