*eMo TeAr* Eek...
So I've had a horrible day.. got yelled at by my art teacher. Had some shit due that i forgot about, had an awkward conversation with a friend, and was told that my prom date can't make it, cuz she has to work and unfortunately couldnt find anyone to cover for her. Today, sucks! There is one person i do want to ask to prom.. but im afraid they will say no and take it the wrong way. My friend mike cant go cuz of the money, my friend larry doesnt want to go, so for now im dateless which i dont mind.. But i really want to not be single anymore. im tired of being a lone. i want to be in a relationship, and be able to see th person at least once a day and talk to them on the phone lots! I need lots of attention.. hehe. This girl i like, she said she would consider dating me..but i dunno if it will work out, she seems so far and always too busy to really talk to me. i dont think she likes me like that very much.. i still need to meet her though, which im doing on thursday...im scared she wont like me. i'm even more scared that she might like one of my friends. she seems really interested in her a lot and usually asks me about her.. so i dunno. i dont mean to be all emo and poor me.. but thats just how i feel right now. on a brighter note, my friends mom apologized to me last night about accusing me of taking money, it meant a lot to me and made me feel so much better that she apologized. my friend has a good mom, she is a lil worrisome, but a good mom none the less, always interested in what her kids are doing. i wish my mom was like that in my life. I talked to my dad today.. i just feel like he doesnt care anymore. i know he does..but when i talk to him.. its like he doesnt miss me.. i miss him so much. blahh, im gonna cry and i dont want to!! ick. i know crying helps.. lol trust me if anyone knows this its me.. but right now i dont want to cry. i just want to bein love.. *sighs* anyone want to be in love with me? lol talk about an AD to put out.. Crazy Emo Girl Seeks Love... ha.. anyway im a dork. the only good thing.. the weezer cd came out today, MAKE BELIEVE u better all go buy it!! hehe i love them.. oh my rivers cuomo.. how i love u..*sighs, i sound like Helga from "Hey Arnold!"* hehe anyway.. im gonna end this.. ttyl people.. and if u have any advice or suggestions.. pleez leave me a comment on here.. or write me a message or put a comment on my page... cuz ya love me oh so much? hehe
<3,
carly