Self-Examination
So I got to hear the heartbeat of my baby and I got to see the ultrasound. It filled me with an indescribable happiness. A moment of actual zen and peace. Then...
...it awakened some deep primal instincts in me. The need to protect went into overdrive. It would be a bad idea to even joke in a negative manner about the child and God help you, if you actually toss a real insult about it. It's not the red hot rage, it's the blue cold one. It's not the fists swinging and biting one, but the one that calculates the most efficient way to end the life of the target.
It's an interesting feeling for me. I've always been in pretty much total control of my negative emotions, so it's weird to think I might not actually have that same level of control about this.
I'll have to analyze it further.
...it awakened some deep primal instincts in me. The need to protect went into overdrive. It would be a bad idea to even joke in a negative manner about the child and God help you, if you actually toss a real insult about it. It's not the red hot rage, it's the blue cold one. It's not the fists swinging and biting one, but the one that calculates the most efficient way to end the life of the target.
It's an interesting feeling for me. I've always been in pretty much total control of my negative emotions, so it's weird to think I might not actually have that same level of control about this.
I'll have to analyze it further.