"New Me or Not" Cont.
i Just remebered, i also feel like im being distanced from normality, because everything that was normal in the last few years has come to an end, like school, i never thought there would come a day when i'd actually have to leave school, i just thought i'd be there for ever, and that everything would be fine, but its really all less than perfect, i feel like ive lost all my closest friends like tommy, mark, lainy, rach, becca, bob, saidy and all that and most of all i really miss tommy, he was my best friend, although he probably didn't thinkm of it that way i did, i would love going to school to see him, and toward sthe end of the year i felt we had properly become buds, like i would love to go to the pub with him and stuff and get blitzed with him and talk complete shite with him, he was the best friend i ever had in school, and im gonna miss it, all the random hugs i'd get off of him and the verbal beatdowns we used to share, i miss you tommy! there i think thats me, ive cried myself dry now, and i think i've got over a few things, i feel trhis is the best thing to help getting over these kinda things!!!!welll its been a blast his thing we call life, but i think im done with it, and i think i'll just blend into normality from now on, and no that doesnt mean im going straight, im just not gonn date anyone in a while!!!XxXxXxXxXxX