hurting, venting
It is official I am an asshole....my one year relationship is probably going to end tomorrow. Part of me thinks it is ridiculous for I only danced with another woman, but nonetheless it broke nicoles heart, which inturn breaks mine. I'm torn for if I wanted to go home with someone it wouldn't be a problem, but all I did was dance, But I can't bear to hear Nicole be so hurt. I wish she would call me back. This is the worst feeling, the absolute worst. Sleeping will be near impossible tonight. Why Why Why!!!!! Why did I have to dance with someone. I'm a shmuck and I deserve the pain, its my penance. Fuck Fuck Fuck!!! Some one shot me please.