Blow your miiiiiiiiiiiiiiind!!
I loooooove that song on Nicky's new CD. He rocks the casbuh. *drools over Nick's 'rock the casbuh'ness*
Today is really boring. I got this infection thing in my eye and now my eye is as big as a baseball. Well, maybe not that big...but it's big enough for me to have to wear sunglasses so that no one thinks I'm a freak. Actually, yesterday I went to the store with my mom and I wore the sunglasses...even though it was very sunny outside. The people started staring at me. People were staring at me when I went to school too. Very embarrassing. Hopefully my eye will get better.
I am sooooooooo in love with the Nick Carter CD!!! I cannot stop listening to it! I've been falling asleep to it for the past few days.
I want to see 8 Mile!!!! The song "Lose Yourself" is on right now. I wanna see that movie so bad!!!
Has anybody heard the song "Rap Name" by Obie Trice? It's frikken awesome! I heard it yesterday and I fell in love with it. Eminem is in the video. That's what makes it even better, hehe. :)
Anyways. Gennifer is REALLY starting to get on my nerves. I know that everyone of my other friends think I'm nuts and that I'm mean or something...but I can't help it! There's just something about that girl that makes me really pissed off. I think it's that she's so desperate for frikken attention. I mean, if you think about it..it's kinda sad because the first thing that comes to mind is "She doesn't get enough attention at home" or something...then I feel kinda bad. But that doesn't mean you go around the whole fuckin' school flirting with guys like the school whore or something! I think that's what really bugs me. That she's so guy obsessed without being guy obsessed. I know that it doesn't make sense, but I don't feel like explaining and nobody reads my journal anyways! Oh well. I know what I mean. And all my friends (even my boyfriend!) think that shes a really sweet girl and shit like that. Gen is really sweet and nice. It's just that girl can drive a person crazy.
I know it sounds like I'm jealous...and maybe I am! I'm jealous that she's pretty. I'm jealous that she's popular and has lots of friends. But I'm not jealous that she has the ability to flirt. I can flirt..but I just don't go around doing it cuz I only need to flirt with one guy (Chris). And I also hate how she's always saying "I'm so ugly! I'm so ugly! And I'm fat" even after everyone tells her she's gorgeous. I know that she knows she's pretty. It's like she says that crap just to get a fuckin' compliment and that makes me sick. So fuck her. I'm really getting sick of her right now.
Well I feel better.
Today is really boring. I got this infection thing in my eye and now my eye is as big as a baseball. Well, maybe not that big...but it's big enough for me to have to wear sunglasses so that no one thinks I'm a freak. Actually, yesterday I went to the store with my mom and I wore the sunglasses...even though it was very sunny outside. The people started staring at me. People were staring at me when I went to school too. Very embarrassing. Hopefully my eye will get better.
I am sooooooooo in love with the Nick Carter CD!!! I cannot stop listening to it! I've been falling asleep to it for the past few days.
I want to see 8 Mile!!!! The song "Lose Yourself" is on right now. I wanna see that movie so bad!!!
Has anybody heard the song "Rap Name" by Obie Trice? It's frikken awesome! I heard it yesterday and I fell in love with it. Eminem is in the video. That's what makes it even better, hehe. :)
Anyways. Gennifer is REALLY starting to get on my nerves. I know that everyone of my other friends think I'm nuts and that I'm mean or something...but I can't help it! There's just something about that girl that makes me really pissed off. I think it's that she's so desperate for frikken attention. I mean, if you think about it..it's kinda sad because the first thing that comes to mind is "She doesn't get enough attention at home" or something...then I feel kinda bad. But that doesn't mean you go around the whole fuckin' school flirting with guys like the school whore or something! I think that's what really bugs me. That she's so guy obsessed without being guy obsessed. I know that it doesn't make sense, but I don't feel like explaining and nobody reads my journal anyways! Oh well. I know what I mean. And all my friends (even my boyfriend!) think that shes a really sweet girl and shit like that. Gen is really sweet and nice. It's just that girl can drive a person crazy.
I know it sounds like I'm jealous...and maybe I am! I'm jealous that she's pretty. I'm jealous that she's popular and has lots of friends. But I'm not jealous that she has the ability to flirt. I can flirt..but I just don't go around doing it cuz I only need to flirt with one guy (Chris). And I also hate how she's always saying "I'm so ugly! I'm so ugly! And I'm fat" even after everyone tells her she's gorgeous. I know that she knows she's pretty. It's like she says that crap just to get a fuckin' compliment and that makes me sick. So fuck her. I'm really getting sick of her right now.
Well I feel better.