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Have you ever felt like you're doing the same things over and over again?
The same thoughts, the same feelings, everyday.
My life doesn't ever seem to change.
Yeah, little things here and there, but mianly, it's the same as it always has been.
I've left school, and I'm still stuck doing the same things.
Being bored, thinking too much, going on a huge downer, going temporarily insane and not telling anyone, getting so drunk I can't remember anything the next morning, being bored, thinking too much....
No one really seems to notice that something isn't right. Maybe they don't care? Or maybe I'm just a good actor?
The irritating thing is, the things I'm thinking about, they can never change. No matter how much I think of way to alter them, they never do. It's always the same.
I just feel like I need to break out of this rut I feel like I'm in. Experience life. But then I think, I'm 16. I'm supposed to be in a little bubble world where only I matter, screw the rest of the world. But I'm really not like that.
Maybe I'm growing up too fast?
When you're young you want to be old, and when you're old you want to be young. Is there any age where we are just satisified?
But then I think, what is satisfaction? If you're satisfied with your life, should you still be living? Not wanting anything to change, not having some sort of dream you want to accomplish, which will change you somehow. Surely there's no point in living just for the sake of it? Just to go through every day in the same routine.
Getting bored, thinking too much, going on a huge downer, going temporarily insane and not telling anyone, getting so drunk you can't remember anything the next morning, being bored, thinking too much...
The same thoughts, the same feelings, everyday.
My life doesn't ever seem to change.
Yeah, little things here and there, but mianly, it's the same as it always has been.
I've left school, and I'm still stuck doing the same things.
Being bored, thinking too much, going on a huge downer, going temporarily insane and not telling anyone, getting so drunk I can't remember anything the next morning, being bored, thinking too much....
No one really seems to notice that something isn't right. Maybe they don't care? Or maybe I'm just a good actor?
The irritating thing is, the things I'm thinking about, they can never change. No matter how much I think of way to alter them, they never do. It's always the same.
I just feel like I need to break out of this rut I feel like I'm in. Experience life. But then I think, I'm 16. I'm supposed to be in a little bubble world where only I matter, screw the rest of the world. But I'm really not like that.
Maybe I'm growing up too fast?
When you're young you want to be old, and when you're old you want to be young. Is there any age where we are just satisified?
But then I think, what is satisfaction? If you're satisfied with your life, should you still be living? Not wanting anything to change, not having some sort of dream you want to accomplish, which will change you somehow. Surely there's no point in living just for the sake of it? Just to go through every day in the same routine.
Getting bored, thinking too much, going on a huge downer, going temporarily insane and not telling anyone, getting so drunk you can't remember anything the next morning, being bored, thinking too much...