am I not allowed to react to anything you said in your other entry? maybe you don't remember what you did. you overreacted and made me look like I had done something wrong. I DON'T WANNA FIX THIS?
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all, thanks. it wasn't necessary for you to tell me you were uncomfortable around me.
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!? YOU WANT ME TO BE FAKE? YOU WANT ME TO PRETEND TO LIKE YOU AND THEN GO AND TALK TO ADRIENNE OR JUNIOR ABOUT YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK? YOU'D HAVE PREFERRED THAT!?
this ends here. I TRIED FIXING our problems. you overreacted and continue doing so. You pushed me away by acting like this. so whatever.
=\ and you used to hang out with us. were you being fake or something? didn't enjoy our company? found us embarrassing? "then that's his situation". you make it sound like it was and is really bad to be around us. you must be jumping for joy now that you don't have to put up with me anymore. "woo hoo got rid of one" -___-
well, just like you, i react to things. you not answering to your IMs? um, how was i supposed to know that it meant you wanted space? i don't have a cira dictionary at hand with me.
ohmygod! cira!! you know how i am!! maybe you're right and maybe we shouldn't speak to each other anymore, considering you cant accept the fact that i "overreact" so often. as if this was the first friggin time!
about being fake? um, i dont really know what you mean. unless you mean i'm stand-offish or quiet about something i'm uncomfortable with.
and i dont think you did. not letting me know that you wanted space wasn't exactly a good idea. as i mentioned before, how was i supposed to know? as we've always mentioned, attitude and tones of voice aren't that easy to read via internet.
if tears before bed can be translated to "jumping for joy" then yes. i am jumping for joy -___-
Re: NOW even SOFTER fabricsheneedsrevengeJune 29 2005, 05:12:44 UTC
if it makes you feel better. fine. I ended it.
I know you didn't care. from what I can tell you never did. you just wanted to use me for an outlet and not give me the same courtesy. that's why you'd have preferred me to stay uncomfortable without your knowing right? because then I wouldn't have to speak. I'd just be the person on the other side of the computer agreeing with whatever you say. sorry that I figured out I'm human and can express my emotions to you. I'll remember this the next time I'm uncomfortable around a person. I'll remember they prefer you to be emotionless. -____-
Re: NOW even SOFTER fabricsheneedsrevengeJune 29 2005, 06:44:38 UTC
mm how about yes. if you cared. this would've never happened. because I wouldn't have been uncomfortable or tormented. I listened. I needed to be listened to. and. well. you neglected me.
why do you keep responding anyway? I mean this is going nowhere. and you 'don't care anymore'. why not ignore me?
Re: NOW even SOFTER fabricsheneedsrevengeJune 29 2005, 07:12:37 UTC
I don't want to quit talking to you. I never did. thats why I made you aware of me being uncomfortable. I wanted to fix the problem that was making me want to never talk to you. you overreacting scared me. I've been saying this over and over.
as for the whole ignoring you in IM. what were you expecting? 'OK! =D!' =\ and then what? you were going to tell me about the gay males at work? honestly. I don't blame somebody for acting the way he did anymore. after a while. it kinda becomes annoying hearing how you're scared of them.
I'll stop commenting. I won't annoy or anger you any longer.
Re: NOW even SOFTER fabricpkmn_mstrJune 29 2005, 07:19:41 UTC
if that were true, you'd cooperate with me rather than doing the opposite. & k. so my overreaction scared you. telling me you were uncomfortable scared me. wtf were you expecting? "OK! =D!"
um, yeah. i guess. whatever.
where did i mention that your comments were annoying and angering me?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? QUOTE ME. PLS.
Re: NOW even SOFTER fabricpkmn_mstrJune 29 2005, 08:08:21 UTC
I JUST WANT THIS TO BE OVER WITH, OHMYGOD! BUT YOU, APPARENTLY WOULD RATHER LIVE WEEKS, MAYBE MONTHS OF EVEN MORE UNCOMFORTABLENESS THAN WHAT WE STARTED WITH. SO JUST WTF EVER. IF YOURE GOING TO STOP TALKING TO ME, TELL ME NOW. SO THAT I CAN STOP TRYING TO FIX THIS. BECAUSE I'M OBVIOUSLY NOT PROGRESSING.
Re: NOW even SOFTER fabricpkmn_mstrJune 29 2005, 08:25:00 UTC
... ok. um. that probably wasnt the right way to respond. but- i just want all of this crap to stop. because i cant tolerate these kind of things, especially when they involve people who are most important to me :/
maybe you don't remember what you did.
you overreacted and made me look like I had done something wrong.
I DON'T WANNA FIX THIS?
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all, thanks. it wasn't necessary for you to tell me you were uncomfortable around me.
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!? YOU WANT ME TO BE FAKE? YOU WANT ME TO PRETEND TO LIKE YOU AND THEN GO AND TALK TO ADRIENNE OR JUNIOR ABOUT YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK? YOU'D HAVE PREFERRED THAT!?
this ends here.
I TRIED FIXING our problems. you overreacted and continue doing so. You pushed me away by acting like this. so whatever.
=\ and you used to hang out with us. were you being fake or something? didn't enjoy our company? found us embarrassing? "then that's his situation".
you make it sound like it was and is really bad to be around us.
you must be jumping for joy now that you don't have to put up with me anymore. "woo hoo got rid of one"
-___-
the end. tomorrow I have no internet.
so goodbye.
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ohmygod! cira!! you know how i am!! maybe you're right and maybe we shouldn't speak to each other anymore, considering you cant accept the fact that i "overreact" so often. as if this was the first friggin time!
about being fake? um, i dont really know what you mean. unless you mean i'm stand-offish or quiet about something i'm uncomfortable with.
and i dont think you did. not letting me know that you wanted space wasn't exactly a good idea. as i mentioned before, how was i supposed to know? as we've always mentioned, attitude and tones of voice aren't that easy to read via internet.
if tears before bed can be translated to "jumping for joy" then yes. i am jumping for joy -___-
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you're crying over this? right. and I'm having the pope over for dinner. we're going to discuss jesus and gays and all that good stuff.
since neither of us wants to fix this and we're just making sarcastic comments at one another. the end.
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I know you didn't care. from what I can tell you never did.
you just wanted to use me for an outlet and not give me the same courtesy.
that's why you'd have preferred me to stay uncomfortable without your knowing right? because then I wouldn't have to speak. I'd just be the person on the other side of the computer agreeing with whatever you say. sorry that I figured out I'm human and can express my emotions to you.
I'll remember this the next time I'm uncomfortable around a person.
I'll remember they prefer you to be emotionless.
-____-
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splendid.
what are you? 007?
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mmm, how bout no?
yes, i'm 007.
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why do you keep responding anyway? I mean this is going nowhere.
and you 'don't care anymore'.
why not ignore me?
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why respond? simply "because i can."
if youre so anxious to quit talking to me, why dont you just stop?
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thats why I made you aware of me being uncomfortable.
I wanted to fix the problem that was making me want to never talk to you.
you overreacting scared me.
I've been saying this over and over.
as for the whole ignoring you in IM.
what were you expecting? 'OK! =D!'
=\ and then what? you were going to tell me about the gay males at work?
honestly. I don't blame somebody for acting the way he did anymore.
after a while. it kinda becomes annoying hearing how you're scared of them.
I'll stop commenting. I won't annoy or anger you any longer.
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telling me you were uncomfortable scared me. wtf were you expecting? "OK! =D!"
um, yeah. i guess. whatever.
where did i mention that your comments were annoying and angering me?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? QUOTE ME. PLS.
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I wasn't expecting giddyness no. but I wasn't expecting you to act this way either.
didn't you want me to shut up?
I thought you implied that rather well in your last comment.
sorry this is all my fault.
just blame me, move on, and whatever.
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