love
*sigh* Sometimes I just wanna die, sometimes I wanna live forever beside her. But I never wanna let go. You know, there was a point when I accepted being alone, a point where I was ready to try and live my life like that, I set goals, I thought I could live at least content, if not happy. It's like committing yourself to death, you know it's gonna happen so you just accept it. But then she walked back into my life. She became more than just a faint hope. And now my goals seem like nothing without her, now I can not accept living alone again. It was such a hard thing to accept in the first place, man. There is no way I can go through the things it took to accept it that first time. And so I cling to her, and I can't let go for fear of a fait worse than death... for fear of completely wasting my life to no avail. Death will take me someday, my only comfort is that she might be by my side when it does. When I was 16, I didn't think I'd live to be 22, figured I'd be dead by now. heh, you know I accepted that without a bit of problem. Now I can't think of death, death is a thing that takes her away from me, and I hate anything that can do that. So instead of death being an everyday part of life that I have accepted, it's my bitter enemy, as it is to most people. Perhaps I now understand why people don't like death.
And you know, I'm kind of ticked about WoW. My cousins started playing as the Horde, I wanted to be Alliance, damnit. I hate playing on the evil side, I absolutely hate it. Even though the Horde isn't neccessarily evil, still that's how it's viewed and it's races are all horribly ugly. I guess it all worked out in the end though, since the alliance has us vastly outnumbered, I do so love being the underdog. Eternal Darkness will turn the tide of battle in WoW much as it did in SWG...eh, if it's leaders don't go back to EQ first...
Dreams Never Die, Love Never Fades,
Assassin Turbulance, lvl 31
Eternal Darkness, Stonemaul Server
World of Warcraft
And you know, I'm kind of ticked about WoW. My cousins started playing as the Horde, I wanted to be Alliance, damnit. I hate playing on the evil side, I absolutely hate it. Even though the Horde isn't neccessarily evil, still that's how it's viewed and it's races are all horribly ugly. I guess it all worked out in the end though, since the alliance has us vastly outnumbered, I do so love being the underdog. Eternal Darkness will turn the tide of battle in WoW much as it did in SWG...eh, if it's leaders don't go back to EQ first...
Dreams Never Die, Love Never Fades,
Assassin Turbulance, lvl 31
Eternal Darkness, Stonemaul Server
World of Warcraft