The truth
...I'm sittin here.
And to be honst, i don't even remeber who i am. The things i've been thinking about, those that used to worry me, used to confuse me...I don't even undrstna dhow why....whats the need. My hearbreak is ever bleeding. And yet i have multiplying bandaids...FInally...i have forgoten my dreams...all because i've shaped them all around you, fitted perfect with yours. And now...what to odo when nothing matches anymore. When you finally open your eyes and realize thats not what you ever wanted...its hard to remember what you wanted. i Think i would have rather never changed my thinking. atleast i wold have been ignorant...and had a grasp unto my dreams. but even those have been ripped away. So, everything i'm dying to be...eveyrthing i am. Its urs God. All urs...take this from me. don't let me take it back either...
And to be honst, i don't even remeber who i am. The things i've been thinking about, those that used to worry me, used to confuse me...I don't even undrstna dhow why....whats the need. My hearbreak is ever bleeding. And yet i have multiplying bandaids...FInally...i have forgoten my dreams...all because i've shaped them all around you, fitted perfect with yours. And now...what to odo when nothing matches anymore. When you finally open your eyes and realize thats not what you ever wanted...its hard to remember what you wanted. i Think i would have rather never changed my thinking. atleast i wold have been ignorant...and had a grasp unto my dreams. but even those have been ripped away. So, everything i'm dying to be...eveyrthing i am. Its urs God. All urs...take this from me. don't let me take it back either...