Simplicities
...You're readin this...and i bet right now-all ur thinkin about is how this can affect your life. Thats fine...cuz we're all like that, but man. Do you ever think about this....That there is people...that actually have lives too...I'll say something. In my mind, the only importance was my little life....I still have issues...Man, i'm so sorry....to have thinked iwas all that. In a sense i dd. There comes a point...in my life atleast...when you finally open up your eyes and u realize that everything youw wanted in life, isn't even important...And how God ...is more amazing then you thought. And i bet thesee words mean nothing to you-they have no need to. But i know one thing. I've changed. My heart as shifted....The things i thought important, aren't even....thinkinable subjects really. YOu know very well...i was sittin there thinkin "dang if only i could be as pretty as so and so..." How fickle, I don't even need to get married..i wanna ...reallly realllly bad..kiss in french....lol learnin stuff everyday (assumin you may read this Kyle) also...a note to you, man i know i've said this so many times...but i want you to know...that i don't care whats happened....i'll be honest, in\ a sense i've been holdin on to it, and i wanted revenge...which was a sin...I figured i'd let it die off and then be nice to you, but you smartened up...I'm glad. I pray for you so much-I hope you find the girl of your dreams. Make sure she's saved. AS a friend, i honestly hope for eveyrthing to make you happy. Cuz i love you. AS a best friend. Everythings changed, I'm painted out of yoru pictures...but i can't wait to see what God, what...just what your gonna amount to, and i promise you...i'll be watchin all ur games., either on the t.v. in the stands...or by your side *smiles* next to ur wife. lol...don't worry. i knew you wanted to hear that part. *smiles* Just wanted you to know. I"m not gonna be a retard over all this....Ur a good guy, and an amazing b-ball player, so i kinda have to be nice to my bro. my dawg. Now back to the big G-O-D....I don't have any idea what i'm gonna be, but...i'm ready for it