May 25, 2004 11:38
Sometimes Life decides to bite you in the butt and lately i feel that it has bitten me. I don't know where things went wrong and i wish that i could take a time machine and go back in time. I look in the mirror and see a person i don't recognize. The person I am is a person i don't wanna be. I hate the person i've become and have hurt people i thought i would never hurt. I always wondered what my life would be like if i was a different person and now i know i don't want to be that person anymore. I just want things to go back to the way they were when life was sorta simple. However, for now i've screwed things into the ground. Hopefully someday i'll be able to look in the mirror and see the person i used to be. It will take a long time and sacrifices will have to be made along the way. But i guess this is another one of those experiences that i can learn from. After all, that's what part of life is. It's about learning from the mistakes you make and preventing them from ever happening again.