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[pk86]

I don't understand things.

I don't understand why i feel like i have no say-so anymore over some things.

I don't understand how i can have a surgery when I'm a freakin adult, and still feel like I'm helpless and a two year old

I don't understand how your so called "extended Family (aunts, uncles, cousins, you know that sort of family...)" can call themselves that, when they don't even call to check and see if you're dead or alive when your sick/hurt.

I don't understand how someone can offer their assistance to me, or if i "need anything, just call them", yet, they are an hour and a half away from me at that time.

I don't understand why when I call clint, he always seems like he's in a hurry to get off the phone with me, and it really annoys me. bad.

I don't understand why some people go all out of the way and do some really stupid things.

I don't understand why someone cant see the truth thru all the fakeness.

I don't understand why someone that I try to get along with, would basically hate my guts.

I don't understand why I'm so annoyed and aggravated lately.

I don't understand why I just can't let a lot of things just....go.

I don't understand why people have to show off, brag about, and boast about their rich lives. and their fancy things. since when did money make you happy? Or make you better than anyone else? What ever happened to the morals that my older family members taught me about how you should like someone for who they really are, not how popular, rich, or famous they are, but who they really are.

I don't understand things.
but i won't bore you with that.