Oct 28, 2005 19:16
I had a crazy dream last night....
I was out front of Fred's home, weird thing was it was a two story home, he was married to Luz and the kids were little...Kaitlin was playing in the front yard and I was in the street talking to the neighbors when this very large palm tree fell but the earth opened up and the house collapsed and than the next house collapses, like dominoes, each house fell. There was mayhem and people were running everywhere, the reoccurring dream that I use to have was that I couldn't ever dial a number to make a call and here I was again trying to dial for help, but I couldn't do it, I'd misdial or couldn't remember the number to dial. Fast forward to being at Matt's house where Jackie was fixing us dinner. In my head I kept thinking "he did say I would meet her someday" but than I thought "well I didn't expect under these circumstances" but she was being self centered and I kept thinking why am I here? Why is this day about her when I just lost my home, even though I didn't live there, but I than thought the house isn't covered for earth movement or would it be covered under fallen object...back to the dream, Matt, Jackie and myself was at the dinner table and I couldn't wait to leave...she pissed me off!