I am so sick of this sh"t
Why do i still go back to the fucking piece of shit gay scene even when i know that most of the nasty pretentious little queens are the most irritating, annoying, aggravating acid tongued people i know?
Why when i find somewhere else to go do i feel like an intruder with people looking at me like i don't belong there?
Why can't i just be accepted for who i am without having to fit into every little stereotype of any given scene?
I am just so sick of people being so selfish that they can't realize that something they say can give alot of pain.
I'm taking a break from the gay scene, gonna try and concentrate on getting a job, for money for music, for dvds, for my own place, and for driving lessons, because i don't want my life to carry on like its been going, i need some solace for a fucking change otherwise i'm going to go round the fucking bend.
Sorry for worrying everyone i'm having some bad days.
Why when i find somewhere else to go do i feel like an intruder with people looking at me like i don't belong there?
Why can't i just be accepted for who i am without having to fit into every little stereotype of any given scene?
I am just so sick of people being so selfish that they can't realize that something they say can give alot of pain.
I'm taking a break from the gay scene, gonna try and concentrate on getting a job, for money for music, for dvds, for my own place, and for driving lessons, because i don't want my life to carry on like its been going, i need some solace for a fucking change otherwise i'm going to go round the fucking bend.
Sorry for worrying everyone i'm having some bad days.