Misunderstood (Chp 6)
A/N: So, it’s 7 in the morning here in New York City and I have just realized that I don’t really like this chapter. I SUCK AT WRITING DIALOGUE =/ Hope it’s not too bad though! ALSO, DOES ANYONE KNOW WHEN SS2 DVD WILL COME OUT?
The sun rose as it normally did, bringing with it a whole new set of tasks and schedules for each member to complete before it rose again. The idea of spending yet another day working hard on various variety shows and CFs wasn't very tempting and the pouring rain mixed with flashes of thunder right outside the windows did little to lighten the load.
As each member dragged themselves (or were roughly shoved) off their beds and wearily walked around, getting ready for a hectic day, they failed to notice that something was wrong. Even when they sat down for breakfast and were assigned their duties by their harried manager, no one noticed anything off. When Siwon was asked to cover the Miracle 4 U broadcast for the night, no one questioned anything. Kangin, Leeteuk and Heechul had already left for their schedules hours ago and the rest were too sleep-deprived to wonder why Yesung's radio show was to be hosted by Siwon.
In fact, no one noticed anything strange until hours later, when Ryeowook walked into the room he shared with Yesung to grab a clean t-shirt. The fact that he managed to walk through the room without tripping surprised him, but not as much as the clean dresser and well-made bed his eyes found on the other side of the room. Slightly weirded out at the lack of Yesung-derived clutter in their room, Ryeowook couldn't help but be alarmed. He tried to shrug it off, but he couldn't help the dread building up in his chest as he strode over to the closet. He was relieved to find that Yesung’s side of the closet was still overflowing with clothes and random accessories, but he didn't understand why he was still feeling anxious. He walked out of the room in a daze, thinking back to the last time he had seen Yesung...he was sure that he had seen his favorite hyung yesterday, but nothing seemed to be off then...
“Wookie? Wookie! What are you d-OOF!” He looked up, startled, and saw that he had managed to walk right into Donghae who ended up stepping backwards onto Eunhyuk’s feet and causing them both to stumble back into Siwon and land in a heap on the cold, wooden floor. Hastily muttering apologies, he leaned down and grabbed Donghae’s arm, pulling him up off the floor with surprising ease.
“Hyung, you really need to eat more” he stated as he watched Donghae turn around to help Eunhyuk and Siwon get up
“What?” Donghae asked, cocking his head as he turned back around.
“Never mind. Hey listen; have you seen Yesung-hyung around anywhere?”
“What do you want him for?” Eunhyuk asked just as Donghae shook his head
to indicate that he had not seen the man in question
“I just had something to ask him…so none of you have seen him around today? Is he at his radio show or something? ”
“No, I had to host today, remember? Come to think of it, I wonder what happened to him…” came the contemplative response from Siwon as he finished dusting himself off.
“Well thanks guys, I’ll go ask someone else”
“Hey, Wookie?” Ryeowook turned back, throwing a questioning glance at Donghae. “You should ask Heechul-hyung. He would definitely know”
“Heechul-hyung?”
“Yeah, haven’t you noticed how hyung has been following Yesung around lately? They’re practically attached at the hip!”
“He has?” Ryeowook wondered how he missed that as he got a curt nod from a suspiciously stony-faced Eunhyuk confirming what Donghae had just said. “Well thanks guys! I’ll go ask him right away” he said over his shoulder as he scurried off to see his other hyung.
“Hey Wookie, I…WOOKIE!”: Later , as he would look reflect about the happenings of the day, Ryeowook would commend himself for somehow being able to accidentally knock down 4 of his hyungs over the course of 3 minutes, but he had better things to think about in the present. He beamed as he looked upon the face of the hyung he had been looking for, but that probably wasn’t the reaction Heechul was expecting for he grimaced as he pulled himself up.
“Yah! Wae gu rae? Where are you going in such a rush?” Heechul asked, irritated by the fact that Ryeowook had bumped into him and did not look the slightest bit apologetic. Instead, he was grinning away like a fool! He’s lucky that he’s their adorable eternal magnae…and that Leeteuk would be out for Heechul’s blood if he did anything to harm a hair on his head..
“hyung…hyung?...HYUNG!” Heechul looked down at his face, both alarmed at and fascinated by the red color it had taken on, probably by the force needed for him to yell.
“What is it?”
“ I was ASKING if you had seen Yesung-hyung around? I had something to ask him but I haven’t seen him around all day”
“Do I look like his stalker to you? He’s probably staring at Ddangkoma do whatever it is she does in that tank ”
“but Donghae-hyung said..never mind, no I thought of that already, but he’s not there. The turtle isn’t there. Even the damn tank isn’t there”
“…really? …he probably took it with him to Miracle 4 U then. It’s probably a BORA recording today and maybe he needed something interesting to show to the viewers…though why he would take that turtle is beyond me…but anyways there you go! Mystery solved.” Heechul made to move past the other man, deep in thought, only to be stopped by a surprisingly firm grip on his wrist.
“WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME MAN?!”
“Calm down hyung! And no, the mystery isn’t solved because apparently Siwon was told to cover the broadcast tonight and he hasn’t seen Yesung all day either…”
“So basically…what you’re saying is that Yesung has been running around out there somewhere with his turtle in the pouring rain? Does that make sense to you? He has to be somewhere in the house you moron” Heechul knew something was up. He had to talk to Leeteuk and Kangin, he had to talk to them right now.
“hyung! I checked already! He’s not there!”
“Why are you being so annoying? Let go, this has nothing to do with me!”
“HYUNG! WHY ARE YOU SO HEARTLESS? YESUNG IS OUT THERE SOMEWHERE,ALONE AND COLD, AND YOU DON’T EVEN CARE? He…he…I don’t kno-“ Ryeowook broke off, too overcome with tears to finish his sentence
“Wookie?? Was I that mean to you?? I’m sorry pabo! Stop it!! Why are you crying?’ Heechul frantically questioned the sobbing boy, his demeanor softening immediately at the sight of his dongsaeng’s tears.
“hyung..half of hi-“ Ryeowook paused, wiping his runny nose on his sleeve before being encouraged to continue by Heechul’s soothing strokes on his back “half of his stuff is missing! He wasn’t home all day, he didn’t go to his activities…he…what if something happened to him? What if he decided to lea-”
“His stuff is missing? What do you mean his stuff is missing?”
“…as in it’s not there anymore?”
“Show me” Ryeowook obligingly led Heechul by the hand to the room he shared with Yesung and as he surveyed the room, Heechul finally realized the severity of the situation and sunk to the floor, calling out for Leeteuk. And that was how the rest of Super Junior found the two; Heechul sitting on the floor with a heartbroken expression on his face, murmuring Yesung’s name over and over again while a helpless Ryeowook stood behind him, trying to comfort him.
**SIWON’S POV**
Something inside me snapped as I saw Leeteuk rush into the room, a few minutes after the rest of us had gathered there, and envelop a stunned Heechul in his arms. I can remember the days when I used to be the first person he would call out if he needed anything, no matter how trivial. I used to be the one who got to hold him and comfort him.
I was the one he told about all of his insecurities, all of his fears. For all these years, I had been the one to listen to his worries, his heartaches; heck, when Han Geng-ge left us, I was the one who sat there and watched Heechul, my own heart breaking as I watched him release all of his emotions through a torrid downpour of tears. I had done all the “dirty work” for so long, so how come it was now Leeteuk who got to come in and sweep up the pieces of his broken heart? How come it was now Yesung whom he worried over, Yesung whom he practically glued himself to? Why was there no place left for me? How had I suddenly managed to get completely wiped out of his life?
Oh yeah, I thought bitterly to myself, I was the one who started it…I was the one who had taken away his place in my life first, or that’s what he seemed to think anyway, if the way he had been behaving lately was any indication. I guess when I told him that I didn’t like people like him, I didn’t leave much room for interpretation..but was that really enough of a reason for him to act like I didn’t even exist? To act like I wasn’t the one whose bed he used to crawl into late at night when he couldn’t sleep?
I grimaced as I saw Leeteuk lean in and whisper something in his ear, all the while rubbing small circles on his back, and turned my back to them, not sure if I was more disgusted by myself or by the scene unfolding in front of me. I heard Donghae ask Kangin if the manager had told him what was going on yet and saw Kangin roll his eyes at Donghae’s impatience before continuing to talk to the manager on the phone as I walked past them on the way to the bathroom where a faucet was the only thing standing between me and my salvation- in this case, cold water. But the next thing I heard made me stop dead in my tracks.
“Jongwoon …asked permission...wanted to leave for-Super Junior-he won’t take ..…come back”
A loud smack echoed in the room as Kangin’s phone slipped from his shaky grip and fell against the floor. Static from the rain storm made it hard to completely understand what manager-hyung had said, but as I looked around the room at the other shocked faces, I knew we had all gotten the general idea. Yesung had left. He had left without saying so much as a word to any of us.
A/N: fail! Suspense hmm? Again, sorry for the crappy dialogue, but hope this super long update made up for it? I wanted to post this up as I’m going to be flying out of state tomorrow and am not going to be able to update for a few days. On a happier note, our Yesung’s birthday (and mine!) is coming up! Let the fic-spam commence! OH AND CREDS FOR THIS AWESOME LAYOUT/CSS CODE GO TO viktorialouise and minty_peach
The sun rose as it normally did, bringing with it a whole new set of tasks and schedules for each member to complete before it rose again. The idea of spending yet another day working hard on various variety shows and CFs wasn't very tempting and the pouring rain mixed with flashes of thunder right outside the windows did little to lighten the load.
As each member dragged themselves (or were roughly shoved) off their beds and wearily walked around, getting ready for a hectic day, they failed to notice that something was wrong. Even when they sat down for breakfast and were assigned their duties by their harried manager, no one noticed anything off. When Siwon was asked to cover the Miracle 4 U broadcast for the night, no one questioned anything. Kangin, Leeteuk and Heechul had already left for their schedules hours ago and the rest were too sleep-deprived to wonder why Yesung's radio show was to be hosted by Siwon.
In fact, no one noticed anything strange until hours later, when Ryeowook walked into the room he shared with Yesung to grab a clean t-shirt. The fact that he managed to walk through the room without tripping surprised him, but not as much as the clean dresser and well-made bed his eyes found on the other side of the room. Slightly weirded out at the lack of Yesung-derived clutter in their room, Ryeowook couldn't help but be alarmed. He tried to shrug it off, but he couldn't help the dread building up in his chest as he strode over to the closet. He was relieved to find that Yesung’s side of the closet was still overflowing with clothes and random accessories, but he didn't understand why he was still feeling anxious. He walked out of the room in a daze, thinking back to the last time he had seen Yesung...he was sure that he had seen his favorite hyung yesterday, but nothing seemed to be off then...
“Wookie? Wookie! What are you d-OOF!” He looked up, startled, and saw that he had managed to walk right into Donghae who ended up stepping backwards onto Eunhyuk’s feet and causing them both to stumble back into Siwon and land in a heap on the cold, wooden floor. Hastily muttering apologies, he leaned down and grabbed Donghae’s arm, pulling him up off the floor with surprising ease.
“Hyung, you really need to eat more” he stated as he watched Donghae turn around to help Eunhyuk and Siwon get up
“What?” Donghae asked, cocking his head as he turned back around.
“Never mind. Hey listen; have you seen Yesung-hyung around anywhere?”
“What do you want him for?” Eunhyuk asked just as Donghae shook his head
to indicate that he had not seen the man in question
“I just had something to ask him…so none of you have seen him around today? Is he at his radio show or something? ”
“No, I had to host today, remember? Come to think of it, I wonder what happened to him…” came the contemplative response from Siwon as he finished dusting himself off.
“Well thanks guys, I’ll go ask someone else”
“Hey, Wookie?” Ryeowook turned back, throwing a questioning glance at Donghae. “You should ask Heechul-hyung. He would definitely know”
“Heechul-hyung?”
“Yeah, haven’t you noticed how hyung has been following Yesung around lately? They’re practically attached at the hip!”
“He has?” Ryeowook wondered how he missed that as he got a curt nod from a suspiciously stony-faced Eunhyuk confirming what Donghae had just said. “Well thanks guys! I’ll go ask him right away” he said over his shoulder as he scurried off to see his other hyung.
“Hey Wookie, I…WOOKIE!”: Later , as he would look reflect about the happenings of the day, Ryeowook would commend himself for somehow being able to accidentally knock down 4 of his hyungs over the course of 3 minutes, but he had better things to think about in the present. He beamed as he looked upon the face of the hyung he had been looking for, but that probably wasn’t the reaction Heechul was expecting for he grimaced as he pulled himself up.
“Yah! Wae gu rae? Where are you going in such a rush?” Heechul asked, irritated by the fact that Ryeowook had bumped into him and did not look the slightest bit apologetic. Instead, he was grinning away like a fool! He’s lucky that he’s their adorable eternal magnae…and that Leeteuk would be out for Heechul’s blood if he did anything to harm a hair on his head..
“hyung…hyung?...HYUNG!” Heechul looked down at his face, both alarmed at and fascinated by the red color it had taken on, probably by the force needed for him to yell.
“What is it?”
“ I was ASKING if you had seen Yesung-hyung around? I had something to ask him but I haven’t seen him around all day”
“Do I look like his stalker to you? He’s probably staring at Ddangkoma do whatever it is she does in that tank ”
“but Donghae-hyung said..never mind, no I thought of that already, but he’s not there. The turtle isn’t there. Even the damn tank isn’t there”
“…really? …he probably took it with him to Miracle 4 U then. It’s probably a BORA recording today and maybe he needed something interesting to show to the viewers…though why he would take that turtle is beyond me…but anyways there you go! Mystery solved.” Heechul made to move past the other man, deep in thought, only to be stopped by a surprisingly firm grip on his wrist.
“WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME MAN?!”
“Calm down hyung! And no, the mystery isn’t solved because apparently Siwon was told to cover the broadcast tonight and he hasn’t seen Yesung all day either…”
“So basically…what you’re saying is that Yesung has been running around out there somewhere with his turtle in the pouring rain? Does that make sense to you? He has to be somewhere in the house you moron” Heechul knew something was up. He had to talk to Leeteuk and Kangin, he had to talk to them right now.
“hyung! I checked already! He’s not there!”
“Why are you being so annoying? Let go, this has nothing to do with me!”
“HYUNG! WHY ARE YOU SO HEARTLESS? YESUNG IS OUT THERE SOMEWHERE,ALONE AND COLD, AND YOU DON’T EVEN CARE? He…he…I don’t kno-“ Ryeowook broke off, too overcome with tears to finish his sentence
“Wookie?? Was I that mean to you?? I’m sorry pabo! Stop it!! Why are you crying?’ Heechul frantically questioned the sobbing boy, his demeanor softening immediately at the sight of his dongsaeng’s tears.
“hyung..half of hi-“ Ryeowook paused, wiping his runny nose on his sleeve before being encouraged to continue by Heechul’s soothing strokes on his back “half of his stuff is missing! He wasn’t home all day, he didn’t go to his activities…he…what if something happened to him? What if he decided to lea-”
“His stuff is missing? What do you mean his stuff is missing?”
“…as in it’s not there anymore?”
“Show me” Ryeowook obligingly led Heechul by the hand to the room he shared with Yesung and as he surveyed the room, Heechul finally realized the severity of the situation and sunk to the floor, calling out for Leeteuk. And that was how the rest of Super Junior found the two; Heechul sitting on the floor with a heartbroken expression on his face, murmuring Yesung’s name over and over again while a helpless Ryeowook stood behind him, trying to comfort him.
**SIWON’S POV**
Something inside me snapped as I saw Leeteuk rush into the room, a few minutes after the rest of us had gathered there, and envelop a stunned Heechul in his arms. I can remember the days when I used to be the first person he would call out if he needed anything, no matter how trivial. I used to be the one who got to hold him and comfort him.
I was the one he told about all of his insecurities, all of his fears. For all these years, I had been the one to listen to his worries, his heartaches; heck, when Han Geng-ge left us, I was the one who sat there and watched Heechul, my own heart breaking as I watched him release all of his emotions through a torrid downpour of tears. I had done all the “dirty work” for so long, so how come it was now Leeteuk who got to come in and sweep up the pieces of his broken heart? How come it was now Yesung whom he worried over, Yesung whom he practically glued himself to? Why was there no place left for me? How had I suddenly managed to get completely wiped out of his life?
Oh yeah, I thought bitterly to myself, I was the one who started it…I was the one who had taken away his place in my life first, or that’s what he seemed to think anyway, if the way he had been behaving lately was any indication. I guess when I told him that I didn’t like people like him, I didn’t leave much room for interpretation..but was that really enough of a reason for him to act like I didn’t even exist? To act like I wasn’t the one whose bed he used to crawl into late at night when he couldn’t sleep?
I grimaced as I saw Leeteuk lean in and whisper something in his ear, all the while rubbing small circles on his back, and turned my back to them, not sure if I was more disgusted by myself or by the scene unfolding in front of me. I heard Donghae ask Kangin if the manager had told him what was going on yet and saw Kangin roll his eyes at Donghae’s impatience before continuing to talk to the manager on the phone as I walked past them on the way to the bathroom where a faucet was the only thing standing between me and my salvation- in this case, cold water. But the next thing I heard made me stop dead in my tracks.
“Jongwoon …asked permission...wanted to leave for-Super Junior-he won’t take ..…come back”
A loud smack echoed in the room as Kangin’s phone slipped from his shaky grip and fell against the floor. Static from the rain storm made it hard to completely understand what manager-hyung had said, but as I looked around the room at the other shocked faces, I knew we had all gotten the general idea. Yesung had left. He had left without saying so much as a word to any of us.
A/N: fail! Suspense hmm? Again, sorry for the crappy dialogue, but hope this super long update made up for it? I wanted to post this up as I’m going to be flying out of state tomorrow and am not going to be able to update for a few days. On a happier note, our Yesung’s birthday (and mine!) is coming up! Let the fic-spam commence! OH AND CREDS FOR THIS AWESOME LAYOUT/CSS CODE GO TO viktorialouise and minty_peach