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[pjstg]

why? like a dog returns to vomit.....even with beautiful picture..i did feel guilty, but it happened nevertheless. only hw, im, band websites, music, games, NOTHING ELSE! no girls, atall. that road leads to self-destruction and fire, till 1? insane. Stupid. Insane. Lame. Weak. Really Weak. Unhopeful. I could see its beady eyes. starin' back at me, what did i do? play. play. play. play. play.X trillions. GET ME OUT OF HERE...DELIVER ME FROM EVIL. BE MY GUARDIAN ANGEL, UNDERSTAND WHEN IM DOWN THAT I NEED HELP, NOT DISCOURAGEMENT, I HAVE ENOUGH OF THAT FOR A MULTITUDE OF PEOPLE.....ah, thank you so much, you have no idea how much this is helping. eventhough i had a relapse, it is helping, you being you, and caring and understanding, even if its invisible. not if it is, actually...but i know its there...(Keep in mind that all the lyrics here are approx. 97.9% meaningful...NOT random)

Oh no I see
A spider web it's tangled up with me
And I lost my head
The thought of all the stupid things I said
Oh no what's this
A spider web and I'm caught in the middle
So I turned to run
The thought of all the stupid things I've done

And oh I never meant to cause you trouble
And oh and I never meant to do you wrong
And oh well if I ever caused you trouble
Oh no I never meant to do you harm

Oh no I see
A spider web and it's me in the middle
So I twist and turn
Here am I in my little bubble

Singing out
Oh I never meant to cause you trouble
Oh I never meant to do you wrong
Oh well if I ever caused you trouble
Oh no I never meant to do you harm

They spun a web for me
They spun a web for me
They spun a web for me