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I have been approved by the community so now I can make my new posts!
Some of my entries are going to be public and some are going to be friends only/private. Some things I can't really say publicly and some things I would like to keep to myself.
To think I was with Linda for all them years and I outlived her. I am the only beatle not to divorce his first wife. Lin was my world. When she left me, i was devastated. Then I met her. Heather. The woman who made me feel young again, the woman who gave me butterflies. Rebound? Grief? Mourning? Vunerable? I'm not sure what I was feeling when I got with her but I know it was too soon. Don't get me wrong I have a beautiful daughter out of the marriage with Heather but the pain and bitterness that followed, the snide comments, the hurtful remarks. Everything just seemed to fall apart. We were from different worlds, we are different people. Lin and I we were one and the same.
I began to wonder whether or not you only get one special person. That one girl who is your counterpart. If that statement is true, and a lot of people think it is, then is love for me no more. Can I not love another woman the way I loved Lin, and she loved me? Shall i throw the towel in now?
Being Single at 65 is so hard. Oh it's "paul mccartney" don't go near him. He's too this or he's too that. I am a normal guy who would like to have fun while I still can.
So I guess this has turned into one long dating ad. Unintentionally of course. I try and live every day to the fullest. See my daughter as much as I can, learn to play as many instruments as I can. Just DO THINGS.
Anyway, that's enough for a wednesday evening.
I'm off
Px.
Some of my entries are going to be public and some are going to be friends only/private. Some things I can't really say publicly and some things I would like to keep to myself.
To think I was with Linda for all them years and I outlived her. I am the only beatle not to divorce his first wife. Lin was my world. When she left me, i was devastated. Then I met her. Heather. The woman who made me feel young again, the woman who gave me butterflies. Rebound? Grief? Mourning? Vunerable? I'm not sure what I was feeling when I got with her but I know it was too soon. Don't get me wrong I have a beautiful daughter out of the marriage with Heather but the pain and bitterness that followed, the snide comments, the hurtful remarks. Everything just seemed to fall apart. We were from different worlds, we are different people. Lin and I we were one and the same.
I began to wonder whether or not you only get one special person. That one girl who is your counterpart. If that statement is true, and a lot of people think it is, then is love for me no more. Can I not love another woman the way I loved Lin, and she loved me? Shall i throw the towel in now?
Being Single at 65 is so hard. Oh it's "paul mccartney" don't go near him. He's too this or he's too that. I am a normal guy who would like to have fun while I still can.
So I guess this has turned into one long dating ad. Unintentionally of course. I try and live every day to the fullest. See my daughter as much as I can, learn to play as many instruments as I can. Just DO THINGS.
Anyway, that's enough for a wednesday evening.
I'm off
Px.