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May 17, 2006 20:29

Hey everyone, I suppose I better update this with my own words rather than a plainly written statement that was issued to the media earlier.

So Heather and I, it's over. I can;t believe how fast it's come and how one time it can be great and then all of a sudden it's all gone. It's gone, all of it. My world has fallen around me and I can't bear to get up and walk about. It shouldn't have to be like this, not when I'm 63. It should be sitting on a rocking bench with your partner sleeping on you as you watch the sun go down and embrace how happy you are and how you can't wait to grow old together.

That went for me when Lin died, but I found Heather, she found me and we were happy. It was just so new and fresh as if i was 18 again. But It's gone, there's too much hate, and there's too much harsh feelings at the moment. I thought maybe Heather and I could find our sunset to make and complete a happy ending for us both.

Heather IS a wonderful person, so generous and i want to stop anyone from saying that she only married me for my money. Okay, we aren't together anymore but when we were together they were happy times, wonderful times. So I'd like to say fuck off to everyone who says she's a gold-digger.

I suppose it's one of them things where you think, ah it'll never happen to me, until you experience how unhappy a relationship is making you, and you know you need to get out.

It was a joint decision. Please let me stress that.

And then there's the matter of Beatrice, I know Heather will want her with her, but I equally do, but with my schedule I don't know if I could be a good dad to her if I'm working a lot. Maybe my life will change now, maybe there will be no more records, tours. Maybe I should concentrate on Bea.

We were happy. But when we wasn't happy, it was unbearable.

Any questions or comments don't hold back guys.

Paul
xxxx
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