My Bf's to date.....
Since I came out in 2000 I've manged to have my share of relationships I decided (what with breaking up with Chris) that I would reflect on them a bit in an entry here....
click for the boys....
STEVE
My first bf was Really Steve. He was a guy i saw for some time around late 1999/early 2000 till like 2003 on and off but believe it or not he actually has a gf now lol. We had great Sex me n him but he wasn't compatable to me personality wise i don't think. He's the only ex which i'm not really intouch with anymore, i think he moved away.
TARQUIN
Next there was Tarquin, the older guy... well i say older he was 31 and i was 23 so a bit of a gap but can't say we ever noticed that. I dated him for over 8 months in 2003 he was the first person i could admit to loving i think (that obviously wasn't family or anything).But there was one problem with him, DRUGS lol. Unfortunately he liked them too much.It doesn't bother me if people take drugs, as I think every adult has a choice so if they want to then fine. But I just couldnt cope with dating someone who was that into them. So we ended our relationship in Jan 2004 a few days after his birthday.We are still friends though.
TIM
Then there was Tim Thorpe. He was only 18 and I was 24 so I bet you can guess why we didn't work lol. We dated for two and a half months but he was too young for me, he wasn't really mature enough to be in a serious relationship and as i was in my busy 2nd yeart of my degree at uni, the relationship and silly arguements were really affecting that or starting to. So we broke up...for a while we really didn't like each other either but then after a year or so we talked again and now we are in contact and friendly again.Plus he has grown up alot.
RICHIE
After Tim came Richie Kendall. I actually met Richie at a party whilst I was dating Tim. He was gorgeous. But I was in a relationship and being the firm believer in monogamy that I am, I obviously didn't do anything with him till after Tim and I broke up.I never though in a million years thought Richie would fancy me lol. I noticed him when he walked in and at the time I was looking for a model for my final collection of my second year, and thought he would be perfect. So I chatted to him and it turned out that he was a proffessional model.He had actually modelled for Armani and Paul smith to name some and been on an Ad campaign for John Richmond.Anyway he offered me his number and asked for mine but i couldn't put his in my fone as my battery was dead.So i just gave him mine,I was at the party till like 2am and when i got home and turned my fone on he had text me already to say he really enjoyed talking, and would i like to out for a drink!! I was supprised as anything but obviously told him i had a bf and that we could only be friends. He was cool with that and we texted each other alot as friends.After i split with tim he asked me out a few weeks later and i obviously said yeah.LOL.I was amazed at his portfolio of modelling pics. He was a lovely guy and the only reason we ended things was it was getting too hard as i lived in Lincoln or Huntingdon(when at home)and he lived in Grantham.we are also still good friends and we chat and send cards etc to each other still.Man i miss the sex with him though, lol!!!
SCOTT
Then there was Scott Purser, he was a nurse. I met him when I was in my 2nd year at uni and we started dating on and off at the begining of my third year.He had a lot of issues though and really our relationship was kinda doomed from the start and i think we shoulda just been friends all along.Ya see he had a bit of a troubled past and he actually suffered a sexual attack once which left him a bit nervous of any physical contact with guys.In the end we both decided we would be friends and we are still good friends now, i speak to him alot.
JAY JAY
I had a huge break from guys after Scott and although I did have the odd fling here n there, there was nothing serious.Well nothing till I met Jay Jay. Boy I wasn't prepared for that one!He has to be the worst relationship out of all mine to date.Jay Jay wheatley Sibly Neaves was hard work! But more to the point he lied his head off basically and lived in a fantasy world.I've never met anyone who contradicted themselves so much and anyone who lied so much aboyut ridiculas things! He would turn every dissagreement round to being my fault too,I think he had low confidence and just tried to lie himself a better life but really I don't think he realised how silly he sounded sometimes.Another thing was his problem with touching he really i think hated being gay,maybe that was his problem?dunno.Saying all that all though he lied we did have some nice times together and I did fall for him bigtime.But I do feel i was a little duped into that in a way.He was definately someone who wanted to control me though and that really messed my head up.He is prob the only one bf wise who I can say really hurt me.I did in the end confront him about his lies but he did as i expected and tried to turn it round to me,it did prove to me however that i was right all along about him so on 7th August 2005 i said goodbye to him.Still he contacted me tons of times after and we fought online loadsa times, he even has a journal on here actually. Not that I will say what it is.I do miss him sometimes even after all that happened, but I'd never want to be friends with him again.I was serious bout him he even met my parents and family.Something i'd not done with the others.
JULIAN
After Jay Jay came Julian, I dated him betwwen Late sept and nov last year but we were more friend material really he is lovely though and a great friend to me :)He's off travelling Australia somewhere.But will be back in June :)
then of course Chris who you have all heard bout already ; )
Who knows who'll be next and if the next one works out lol. God I hope so lol.
click for the boys....
STEVE
My first bf was Really Steve. He was a guy i saw for some time around late 1999/early 2000 till like 2003 on and off but believe it or not he actually has a gf now lol. We had great Sex me n him but he wasn't compatable to me personality wise i don't think. He's the only ex which i'm not really intouch with anymore, i think he moved away.
TARQUIN
Next there was Tarquin, the older guy... well i say older he was 31 and i was 23 so a bit of a gap but can't say we ever noticed that. I dated him for over 8 months in 2003 he was the first person i could admit to loving i think (that obviously wasn't family or anything).But there was one problem with him, DRUGS lol. Unfortunately he liked them too much.It doesn't bother me if people take drugs, as I think every adult has a choice so if they want to then fine. But I just couldnt cope with dating someone who was that into them. So we ended our relationship in Jan 2004 a few days after his birthday.We are still friends though.
TIM
Then there was Tim Thorpe. He was only 18 and I was 24 so I bet you can guess why we didn't work lol. We dated for two and a half months but he was too young for me, he wasn't really mature enough to be in a serious relationship and as i was in my busy 2nd yeart of my degree at uni, the relationship and silly arguements were really affecting that or starting to. So we broke up...for a while we really didn't like each other either but then after a year or so we talked again and now we are in contact and friendly again.Plus he has grown up alot.
RICHIE
After Tim came Richie Kendall. I actually met Richie at a party whilst I was dating Tim. He was gorgeous. But I was in a relationship and being the firm believer in monogamy that I am, I obviously didn't do anything with him till after Tim and I broke up.I never though in a million years thought Richie would fancy me lol. I noticed him when he walked in and at the time I was looking for a model for my final collection of my second year, and thought he would be perfect. So I chatted to him and it turned out that he was a proffessional model.He had actually modelled for Armani and Paul smith to name some and been on an Ad campaign for John Richmond.Anyway he offered me his number and asked for mine but i couldn't put his in my fone as my battery was dead.So i just gave him mine,I was at the party till like 2am and when i got home and turned my fone on he had text me already to say he really enjoyed talking, and would i like to out for a drink!! I was supprised as anything but obviously told him i had a bf and that we could only be friends. He was cool with that and we texted each other alot as friends.After i split with tim he asked me out a few weeks later and i obviously said yeah.LOL.I was amazed at his portfolio of modelling pics. He was a lovely guy and the only reason we ended things was it was getting too hard as i lived in Lincoln or Huntingdon(when at home)and he lived in Grantham.we are also still good friends and we chat and send cards etc to each other still.Man i miss the sex with him though, lol!!!
SCOTT
Then there was Scott Purser, he was a nurse. I met him when I was in my 2nd year at uni and we started dating on and off at the begining of my third year.He had a lot of issues though and really our relationship was kinda doomed from the start and i think we shoulda just been friends all along.Ya see he had a bit of a troubled past and he actually suffered a sexual attack once which left him a bit nervous of any physical contact with guys.In the end we both decided we would be friends and we are still good friends now, i speak to him alot.
JAY JAY
I had a huge break from guys after Scott and although I did have the odd fling here n there, there was nothing serious.Well nothing till I met Jay Jay. Boy I wasn't prepared for that one!He has to be the worst relationship out of all mine to date.Jay Jay wheatley Sibly Neaves was hard work! But more to the point he lied his head off basically and lived in a fantasy world.I've never met anyone who contradicted themselves so much and anyone who lied so much aboyut ridiculas things! He would turn every dissagreement round to being my fault too,I think he had low confidence and just tried to lie himself a better life but really I don't think he realised how silly he sounded sometimes.Another thing was his problem with touching he really i think hated being gay,maybe that was his problem?dunno.Saying all that all though he lied we did have some nice times together and I did fall for him bigtime.But I do feel i was a little duped into that in a way.He was definately someone who wanted to control me though and that really messed my head up.He is prob the only one bf wise who I can say really hurt me.I did in the end confront him about his lies but he did as i expected and tried to turn it round to me,it did prove to me however that i was right all along about him so on 7th August 2005 i said goodbye to him.Still he contacted me tons of times after and we fought online loadsa times, he even has a journal on here actually. Not that I will say what it is.I do miss him sometimes even after all that happened, but I'd never want to be friends with him again.I was serious bout him he even met my parents and family.Something i'd not done with the others.
JULIAN
After Jay Jay came Julian, I dated him betwwen Late sept and nov last year but we were more friend material really he is lovely though and a great friend to me :)He's off travelling Australia somewhere.But will be back in June :)
then of course Chris who you have all heard bout already ; )
Who knows who'll be next and if the next one works out lol. God I hope so lol.