I'll i want is a stress-free world
I try to function and i can't
I try to resist but i can't
I try to be strong and i'm not feeling it
I try to ignore, but it doesn't work
I try to understand
I try to trust but i feel so betrayed
I try to be honest by why bother when others aren't
I try to love but i think its impossible
I try to learn from my mistakes but so far i have learned nothing
I try to walk and run, but i stumble
I try to be myself but i feel i can't
I try to heal but i feel so hurt
I try to apologize but it's hard, i did nothing wrong
But most of all i try to talk, and nothing comes out.
But when i do talk, all that comes out are the wrongs things
Today when i wrote the english final, the topic for the long essay was "Memories influence our lives". I couldn't have asked for a better topic. It seems that there are some people in life we create enormous impacts on our lives. I wrote a very personal story, and it basically reflected what i feel right now.
I try to resist but i can't
I try to be strong and i'm not feeling it
I try to ignore, but it doesn't work
I try to understand
I try to trust but i feel so betrayed
I try to be honest by why bother when others aren't
I try to love but i think its impossible
I try to learn from my mistakes but so far i have learned nothing
I try to walk and run, but i stumble
I try to be myself but i feel i can't
I try to heal but i feel so hurt
I try to apologize but it's hard, i did nothing wrong
But most of all i try to talk, and nothing comes out.
But when i do talk, all that comes out are the wrongs things
Today when i wrote the english final, the topic for the long essay was "Memories influence our lives". I couldn't have asked for a better topic. It seems that there are some people in life we create enormous impacts on our lives. I wrote a very personal story, and it basically reflected what i feel right now.