i miss the simple life....
MAYBE THE SIMPLE THINGS ARE SIMPLY TOO COMPLICATED FOR MY LIFE
well, yesterday i had to go to harborview for my check up, sucked ass! the sppt was supposed to start at 120 , but didn till 300, and then we didnt leave the hiospital till 730!!!! i had to get an mri, which was noisey! everything is still fucked in my knee, the patela is still cracked, the tibia is still dislocated, and it is still 3 times the size of my other leg!!! no lies!!! and now they say i might need surgery, and the whole thought of someone cutting u open while you are asleep, is really unsettling!!!!! i got a new brace, but it sucks, cus my knee is uncovered, and it hurts sooooo bad today!!!! i donbt like it!!! my brace slipped down alot!!! i cried for a while durring and after the appt, cuz i was sooo scared of the fact that i dont even know what is wrong in my body, i hate it!!!! last nite i called brenda, i really wanted to call jake, cuz he is who i talk to when im scared, and stuff, but it was like 10 when we got home, and i didnt wanna wake him. so i just lyed there, it was bad, i decided to go to skool, but my hair looks ,like shitt, and im sooo hott, and i hurt really bad, i wanna die! i drank some really bad gatorade, and practically puked all over the floor in math, it was a bad scene!!!!
bu im reallly scared of what is guna happen, so if you wanna b a pal, it would rock!!! thnx and kisses
well, yesterday i had to go to harborview for my check up, sucked ass! the sppt was supposed to start at 120 , but didn till 300, and then we didnt leave the hiospital till 730!!!! i had to get an mri, which was noisey! everything is still fucked in my knee, the patela is still cracked, the tibia is still dislocated, and it is still 3 times the size of my other leg!!! no lies!!! and now they say i might need surgery, and the whole thought of someone cutting u open while you are asleep, is really unsettling!!!!! i got a new brace, but it sucks, cus my knee is uncovered, and it hurts sooooo bad today!!!! i donbt like it!!! my brace slipped down alot!!! i cried for a while durring and after the appt, cuz i was sooo scared of the fact that i dont even know what is wrong in my body, i hate it!!!! last nite i called brenda, i really wanted to call jake, cuz he is who i talk to when im scared, and stuff, but it was like 10 when we got home, and i didnt wanna wake him. so i just lyed there, it was bad, i decided to go to skool, but my hair looks ,like shitt, and im sooo hott, and i hurt really bad, i wanna die! i drank some really bad gatorade, and practically puked all over the floor in math, it was a bad scene!!!!
bu im reallly scared of what is guna happen, so if you wanna b a pal, it would rock!!! thnx and kisses