Hmmm
I have been thinking about a lot of things lately. I've been kinda depressed too... Let me put it this way, I have had this journal for four years... in two nights, I read all of it... It was good though. I was worried that I was just repeating another phase... reliving the Loop. I'm not. I am a truly different person than I was a year ago. Some things are the same... but I handled them differently. I may not have handled them in ways people agree with, but they were more forward and open than I have been. Somethings are different. I am with someone who truly deserves the love and devotion I want to give, and she gives it back to me. I have dear, dear friends, whom I am very close to, who will take a bullet for me, who will support and respect me, even if I am wrong. I have friends that are loyal. I am finally taking my life in a direction where I will be self supportive, emotionally and financially. I know without a shadow of a doubt that I have made a diffrence in the lives of my students. I am a decent and loving person, and anyone who can't see and understand that doesn't really know me. It's two in the morning and I have a ton of things to do tomorrow.... time for bed!