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[pizzanbubbles]

alrite so im sorry that you got pissed about an entry i made a few days ago, but to be perfectly honest i dont care anymore. if i pissed you off, o well. i am so sick and tired of trying to be nice when all you do is treat me like shit and are a complete asshole. you havent changed and if this entry pisses you off then o well, this is just how it is and thats just how you are. if my entries bother you so fucking much then dont read them, thats all i have to say, alrite i will admit that i fucked up by assuming what i did and for that im sorry but i am NOT sorry for what i wrote because that is what a fucking journal is for. to write what you feel and thats what i felt at the time. and i still believe that i did waste 2 years of my life because it got me nowhere and everything that i went through, it just almost wasnt worth it. and you never acted like you cared anyway so why should i?

so fuck it im done being nice to you if you aren't going to be nice to me

the end.

p.s...mary...i love youuuuu!